How are you? Sorry that I didnt write you fro some time. I was away from the town and wasnt able to get your letters. Now I am back for the week end. And the first think I wanted to do is to write to you and let you know about my grandmother. I pray God every day for her, I wish she come to her self. I think, i have cried all me tears an now my eyes are empty, I have only hope with me. Thats why I was so happy to get all your letters and to know that you think about me and supports me. It is very important for me now. But now I have so many problems! I dont know what to do... It is very hard for me to write about her. Now when I do it my tears are dropping on the paper. She was always so active, I do hope that soon she will be better. Now she came to herself, but she doesnt speak and her right side doesnt move. The doctor doesnt let us to her telling us that we have to wait for about two weeks and then we will see her. These rules are really terrible for the family. It will be easier for us to see her eyes. By that time her course of injections will be over. I come to her every morning and every evening. I take a white gown from shop and I go there as if I am a medical sister. I stay near the door to her room and watch through a small slot at her. The doctor said that there is no worse about her and this gives us a hope for the better. I wish she recover! I really thankful for you for your support and care to me. I must tell you I feel better and more safe with you. Greg, I want to ask you about help. Of course, maybe, Id better do it when we talk with you. But for me it is very hard to ask for something. If it wasnt my grandmothers illness I wouldnt do it for anything. The medicine and the injections are very costly. And we spend all our money on it. You know, our family budget is so that we have enough for every day life, but it doesnt let us make any extra to be on the safe side. Now we have to buy more clefilin and other strong medicines. Their cost it really hard for us, and to tell the truth we dont have any more money to buy them. But we need to buy more of it. I really dont know where to get the money . You are my last help and hope. I have none except you to help me. I am really ashamed to do it now too. I had to tell the tour agency to delay a little bit our meet. I hope you understand me and you are not angry with me. I do miss you and want to be with you.Thinking of you Katia
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