Hello, my dear friend Ethan. Thank you for your photos. I like it. Im so happy to receive another letter from you. Your letter is very warm. With every your letter I feel that you are more and more interesting to me. And every time I wish to learn more and more about you. I have not understood, your this letter, or not. It was interesting to me. And I have decided to send a copy. I did not trust, in concurrence, that I have written about 10 letters on Udate, and to me have answered 2 with an identical name. But I am happy, that it were you. I can not use other ways of correspondence. No, we have many mushrooms now. My grandmother called me at my mothers place of work today from her village. I talked to her long time ago. Lots of things have changed form that time. Unfortunately, we cannot visit each other very often. But I miss her sauna. Do you know anything about Russian saunas? They are usually totally made of wood. There is a heating device inside where one should put the wood and to burn it. There are several middle size stones on the upper level of the heating. When they are hot you should put there small quantity of hot water. Hot steam will cover the air. Traditionally we use switches of green birch twigs in sauna. You hit another person with such switches. It is good for health. I like to go to sauna especially in winter when you may jump into the snow from sauna. The feelings after that are unimaginable. You may stay thereafter on the cold for a few minutes and you feel very warm. Please, tell me more about your mode of life. Ill be waiting for your letter.Yours Elena
Hello, my love Ethan! I was very glad to receive your letter. When I was reading it by the end my eyes were full of tears of happiness. I start to believe that we need each other. I visit Christian Church often and dream inside about our relationships and future meeting. How are you there without me? My longing about you increased very much. I do not know whats happening. You are always in my dreams. You show a strong interest in me, which is a pleasure to realize. Excuse me that I seem to be direct but I cannot stop my thoughts to run and I often imagine now the moment when we will probably meet soon. Nevertheless I wont fasten things. Im used to be patient. I work about 4 years. And yes, we have many schools. When I have rest I have dinner, and I had bring lunch from home. I should not say about the money. I always say to myself that money is not the first thing in the life. Those $40 per month is enough to me to support my life (simple food, a little of dress). I cannot allow myself a lot of things but Im sure that this is not the purpose of my life. I always remember a story about one american who decided to make a proof about how much a person needs in her life. He went to the forest and made a simple dwelling. Growed plants and held a small economy. For the three years of such a life he spent only about $35. Write me please any questions you are interested in. I will answer them with a big pleasure and inspiration. You are the second person in this world after my mother who became dearest to me. I strongly hope that our meeting will be sooner. Im so much grateful to you that you trust me. E-mailing is not a natural way of communication. We are unable here to keep our hands and look into eyes of each other and talk about the beauties of the world. Im in a very good mood every day now because of you. I think about you all day long and cannot concentrate at my duties. I wish to know about you more and more. You are very important to me. When we started to correspond I hoped internally in success of our relationship. With every your letter I understand that I found that man who is necessary to me. Thank you for you trust! I want to embrace you with caress. I want to tell you that my feelings and the words in relation to you were always sincere and I always believed in our trust as a basis of a real union. Today Im assured at 100 percent that I can trust you. And you are the man whom I need because I see sincerity in your words when I read your letters. I do not know what force governs me. I wanted. want. to say. that. I love you! My life from the last days became much easier because I think only about you. When I receive your letters when you say that you think about me it warms my soul and my heart. For the sake of interest I asked my colleague who visited Australia in past about the prices for visa abroad. She showed me advertisement of a travel firm. I was impressed very much by the prices they set for visas to Canada. It was around three hundred fifteen US dollars. I thought at that moment that I will never be able to visit you at least during the nearest two years. I was sad. When I was on the way from home today I thought how to say you. I told you that there should be a complete trust between us and we should know each other enough. Im a virgin. You probably think that Im not modern enough and do not follow the pace of time. However I decided for myself, influenced by precepts of my mother and old Russian traditions, that I will have affinity only with a beloved. Sometimes I dream about you, however, it is probably shame on me to talk about this. I was dreaming about this all last night: we had dinner with candles and roses with you and then we went to a sleeping room. and began to love each other. Unfortunately Im not familiar with sexual relationships. I watched only few movies. But now I have an unimaginable desire to open my heart to a Beloved. Excuse me that Im so frankly with you, but I feel that you have to know everything about me before I would be able to visit you. My feelings to you are reflected in this poem. My love is like a burning flame Dying out until I know your name In my heart Im crying out for you Unwrap my love, this you can only do Give me all your love and Ill give you mine And forever the two of us will combine I want to please your mind, body, and soul I want to be the only love you know I may be young, but my love is pure We both have lonely hearts, Together were the cure I hold so many secrets I can only tell you But where is my soulmate, God just give me a clue For love we both know just what it takes We have to love, honor, trust, and communicate With you I must be united My mind will be at ease, My heart will be dilighted When I find you, into one we will be grown But remember, We all enter and leave this world alone I shall wait for your answer. Yours Elena.
Hi PLASTICWRAP Although I understand your frustration and anger at this woman, unfortunately it is out of Udates hands. If she had used Udate mail to initiate the payments you made to her we may be able to do something, unfortunately once it goes to private email addresses it leaves the jurisdiction of the site as she has not actually broken any of our terms and conditions.