Giorgio Irving
Hi my dearest Giorgio, Today I am in a very bad mood. I am in a trouble. And I have no one to share it with. The fact is that I am absolutely alone now. I mean I had a great quarrel with my family and after that Ive left their house and them. I dont know what to do now, cause I dont have any place to live in and I dont earn money for my living. Now I live at my friends place, but it cant be so too long, Ill have to find my own flat or something, but I dont have any money for that and I cant find the job for me cause I study as well and I have no time for working. But I cant drop my studies at the same moment. So I am at complete loss and I have no close people to help me. The most horrible thing is that we had a quarrel because I told them about you. I decided to tell them that I have found a special man but He is from abroad. I never expected them to react in this way. They started screaming at me as if I were a naughty child that doesnt understand anything in this life. They said that all foreigners are different from us and that you will deceive me, cause all the foreign man do this to our girls. I understand that they worry about me, but they have no right to rule my life. They dont want to understand me. But I decided that I dont want to stop our contact and I want to make my parents understand me. I know that you are honest and caring and I think that we have a very good chance to have real feelings. I dont know what to do, but I have to make my parents understand my feelings. How can they say that you are bad not even having spoken to you. Please, dont be very much disappointed with that, I am sure that I will make them understand me. The only thing that I am very much worried about is that I dont have any money to pay for our correspondence, but I dont want to stop our correspondence, because you are the only person I can share my feelings with. But Ill have to pay, cause if I wont pay, theyll stop our communication. What shall I do now? I am at complete loss. What can you advise me? Sorry for such bad news, Tenderly yours, Mary