I think I love you Alex! I have received your letter, it is full of emotional heat and sympathies to me. I think that for the time we are write each other we are very much pulled together and the feeling has appeared between us. I think that we are necessary to each other. I constantly think of you, you have taken a place in my heart. At work I began a little absent-minded and my girlfriends speak that I am in love. Yes I love you!!!!! I talked about it to mum and she speaks that it is well, she thinks that I shall be happy. I think that we should meet, we should see each other, look in eyes because through the Internet emotions are lost and it is difficult to understand each other. We became frank with you and I think that you want to learn about my sexual experience. In Russia all men only dream to drag you in bed, but I do not want it, I do not want to be given the first comer to make him pleasure. Love it something from above, it is given to the person to learn happiness in this life, and men imagine love only as sex. I think that it not correctly and I hope that you agree with me. Unfortunatelly I didnt save my virginity for that only man with which I shall feel beloved. Thats was my first love Kolya. Im so dissapointed in men now! But I feel that with you I can find myself as a woman in real! Well learn together all depths of pleasure. Our passion will be poured out for limits of carnal love and we shall enjoy each other hole life till last moment of our existence. I spoke with my parents about that I probably shall leave to America, they only were glad for me. Mother blessed me, she thinks that this is my happiness. Today I thought only of you all day, about that as we meet with you. I imagine it to myself, as you meet me at the airport, as we search each other by eyes, we find and we rush in embraces to each other. I have found out about cost of the visa and all papers I will need to get. It costs about 250 dollars totally for me. My girlfriend has found this information as she works in a travel company. Today is perfect summer day, but I am sad because we are so far apart with you. There is huge ocean between us, but in my mind I am with you. I impatiently waited for the moment when I will write to you the letter and I have waited for this great moment!!! I feel that our hearts are beaten in one rhythm. Do you feel the same? I wait for your letter, whether it is important for me to know if you share my ideas. Im affraid of it at the same time! Im scared that you dont love me at all!!! Forever yours Zinaida. p.s. How do you think - are we felt in love too easy without meeting in person? Am I crazy?