Final Letter
Hi, honey ****! It is amazing to get your letter!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you badly, honey. I love you so much. I cant be apart from you, it is so hard. You are my life, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth, to look into your eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you. I am sure everything will be Ok and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together. I often think about us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy. I want to be with you so much and I though about the ways for us to be together. So I tried to do something for us and decided to go to the Embassy to check what I need to come to you. So, to come to your country I need to make some paper work and to get visa. It will take some time, of course, and to pick up many documents from my side. But I will do everything which depends from me. But there is one thing which upsets me very much. You see, I need to pay for getting visa. And you know that my salary is too small for it. I dont want to complain but you know that I have a difficult financial situation here. I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only money separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey and I dont want to lose you. Nobody can help me with it. Of course, I could ask my Mom to help me but she doesnt have such money though she would like to help us. I am honest and sincere with you. I hope that you understand me and that you will do it for me. I already gave some papers to them and they made a file for me. All I need now is to pay them money. So it will be, $45 for visa and $30 for registration, also I need to pay for medical exams - it will be $90, $60 for the interview, and I need to get a foreign passport, it will cost for about $50 and for some another expenses I may have. So in general I will need for about $290. You have to send the money by Western Union. You need to send me your full name, address, amount of money and the control number (MTCN). You need my full name and address, so here it is (LUDMILA DURNITSINA, Russia, Tver, Lenina str. 95 - 249. ) Honey, I will need to pay them in a week, so, please, try to send them this week. I really hope that you understand my situation. I want to see you very much but without your help I cant do it just because I dont have such money. Money is nothing but they help to overcome all the difficulties on our way to each another. Sorry, dear, if it upsets you. I just think that we need to trust each another and to share everything. Hope that you agree with me. Just imagine that in short time we could be together. And there is only one problem now which can be solved with your help, dear. I love you so much, you are the best in my life and our meeting could be the happiest event for us. Miss you badly honey and waiting impatiently for your soon reply. Yours forever Ludmila
Hi, my dearest friend, *****! I am writing you from Russia. I have seen your picture and decided to use my chance to get acquainted with you. I know that somewhere in this world lives my second half . And Internet is a good way to find him. So why not to try to get to know each another? I believe that I need to tell you more about myself. My name is Ludmila. I live in Russia, city called Tver. So, my height is for about 168cm and weight is for about 58 kg. I was born on July 8,1976. I am a christian. And what about you? To have a better idea of my appearance you can look at my picture which is attached to this letter. I want to apologize for some mistakes in my letter. You see, I am not very good at English but I am studying it hard myself and hope to prove my knowledge someday. As for my family, I am an only child in my family. I have neither sisters no brothers. My parents are divorced for long time already. My father left us when I was still a little girl and I havent seen him since that time. It is really very sad and I am always very upset thinking about it. So I am looking for the person who will be a reliable husband, friend, lover for me and who loves children because I adore children and would like to have a happy, friendly family and our children to live in the atmosphere of joy and happiness. It is my dream to create my own family and to present all my love , care and tenderness to my future husband and children. I have many interests and I will tell you about it in brief. Well, I cant imagine my life without music. I get up with music and go to bed with it.J I always listen to music when I do something at home and it helps me to be in a high spirit. I like everything from classical to modern music. Usually it depends on my mood. From modern foreign music, I prefer Elton John, Madonna, Joe Cocker, Houston, etc. I always try to find some time during the day to read a book. Usually I do it before going to bed. I prefer Russian classics, such as Pushkin, Lermontov, Chekhov, Tolstoy, Dostoevski and many others. I have re-read them many times already and every time I take one of these books, it is like I am reading it for the first time. I am sure you have heard about these writers. Sometimes I dont mind to read something from the modern literature, detective stories or novels. I do it just for fun. Sport is a great part of my life. I go to the gym twice a week and also do aerobics. It helps me to be in a good shape and in a high spirit. When I am training, I forget about all problems and hardships in my life. I love my friends a lot and I have many of them. They are all very different and it is always a great pleasure to see them. Sometimes we go to the night clubs but do it seldom because it is rather expensive for me. We like just to walk around the town and talk about different things. We often go to visit each another, it so nice to sit at home with a cup of hot tea in the cold winter evening. We often go to the cinema and enjoy our time there. When I watch a movie, it is like I am getting to that unusual for me world full of emotions, passion, love and tenderness. You see I am very romantic and I like romantic dinners with the candles, surprises, night walks under the stars and many, many another things and some day I hope to experience all these with my beloved man. Well, I will close here for today and leave something for tomorrowJ I am waiting impatiently for your reply and hope to get to know as much as possible about you. I really like you and have very serious intentions. So feel free to ask me everything you are interested in. Take care and have a good day! Hope to hear from you very soon. Bye! Ludmila.
Hi, sunshine *****! Yes, I understand your words. Every morning I open my eyes and think about you. And I run to the Internet cafe again with the hope to get your letter. So at last I am able to read it and to write you, my dearest. Isnt it a happiness? The only thing makes me sad is that you are so far away from me. There is a distance between us but nothing will stop me from seeing you. With each day my feelings to you become stronger. And I am so afraid to lose you. I want to share everything with you and to be near you, just to feel your warmth. I dream about it every day. You really drive me crazy, now I can think only about you. And I dont need anyone except you. I want us to be together, to make love, to enjoy the time we spend together, just to watch movies, to cook together, to listen to music, to go out, to do everything which is called - family! Well, I will better stop here, because I dont want you to think that I am weirdJ But I am really crazy about you. There is no minute when I dont think about you. * Well, I promised to tell you about my visit to my aunt. She is very ill and we do everything to help her. My salary is very small but I will spend all the money I have just for her to recover. The medicine is very expensive here and sometimes I hate my country for such a hard life we have here. Products, medicine, clothes- everything costs a lot here but sometimes we dont get our salaries for several months. But I am not complaining, dont think so. I just need to share it with you, You are the dearest person for me now and when I talk to you, I feel much better. I love my mom and my aunt, they are my family now and I want you to be the part of my family too, though you are already the part of it. Hope that you are not against of it. You are a very close and dear person to me and I thank the God that he gave me the opportunity to find you in this big-big world. I need to close here and to go to work. Take care, my dear and smile for me!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye! Write you tomorrow. Yours forever. Ludmila.