Thats about it really but you can see where this is going to lead up to just read page 63 and youll see photos and letters from her and these are new photos of her with straight hair. Im so happy that I found this site! Take care. John B.
Hi my love John! Or what is it - Im in total confusion - whats happening to my poor mind. It may sound so crazy but I feel something for you! It is a very great feeling love! I cant describe that great mood that I got up today in the early mourning thinking of you huging me in the field of flowers! It was a great dream!!! I didnt see such kind of dreams from time of my firstly falling in love!!! It was so wonderful as in reality!!! I feel love and this fact heat my soul when the winter has taken its rules in its hands and already cold in the street. I feel that Im enough powerfull to make my dream come true and come to you to USA and to see you in reality and to shake your hand and to look into your eyes and to say you in person what I really wanted to say but cant get it in words on paper... It is so sweet - to think that it may happen to me and to turn all my life head over heels and bring me something I have never feel before. It is really seemed to be a land of the dream here. USA is something that does not seem to be real but some kind of fairy tale. I hope that this enthusiasm does not frighten you! I feel so happy thinking that some day we finally can meet in reality but not only over e-mail. Im sure we are to meet someday. I need to know you in reality!!! Mmm... I want to tell you about why am I still alone... It is really hard here to find a man I want to be with. It may seem to be whim but its not so. It is really poor here with good men. I cant describe it correctly but it seems to me that Russian man dont want to find their half in me. It is not good experience of changing boyfriends often but I come through it and it is all false. I hate that period of my life. I was crazy and finished at all to make mistakes in this life. Now I decided to find the man in other country and it happened that I decided to find him in USA. It was always my dream to marry American man. Of course that wish was mostly subconscious but finally I was advised to try to write to American man and I feel that make a good thing. I like whats happening to me last days. It is so new to me!... But I have known a little about how can I come to you. The most important is to get the foreign passport and visa to visit. It is not easy as have heard and but I think that theres no impossible things in the world. The most important is great wish and will to do what you want. I will speak with mother about this but firstly I need to know what do you think about this. I have learned that the cost of making all papers for me will totally cost about 200 US dollars but Ill learn it more better if you want. All this letter is so spontaneous but from the deep of my heart. I want to know what do you think about what I said to you in it. Is it really love - how do you think? This feeling makes me so strong and courageous. But in deep of the heart Im afraid to read your answer. I want to love but what future will show?... I need to know your answer!!! I wish for you to answer me as soon as you can. I love you. It is a little part of me. Im finishing at this... Irina....
Hi my close friend John! Im so glad to write an answer to you again. It takes to me a great pleasure to read your letters and to know that someone far away waits for mine too. I feel happy to find news from you my dear friend! As you understand it has come cold here. The weather is very fine and clear air gives fresh feeling of freedom when going through the street. That kind of the weather is my best in the winter - it is frosty but very-very clear and very specific - even I cant describe by words. With each letter between us I feel that firstly called feeling between us is growing and becoming stronger. It is very strange to understand the fact that two people can feel closer without even ever meeting but it is really so!!! My girlfriend at work began to mark that Im a little differ from mine else several weeks ago. She said that I became more looking happier and having fun in every moment of life. And I fell that I changed my mind too after acquaintance with you. It is really great that I feel so!!! And you know... I feel that I have a great desire to come to USA to see you in reality. It may sound a little crazy but I really would love to meet you some day, to say you "Hallo" in person, to shake your hand. It should be so romantic meeting!!! But from another side it seems to be crazy dream only - you see - we live so far apart that it makes me unhappy that such a usual girl as me have no chance to move there where she want as easy as it is possible in fantasies...But from dreams to reality... I finally forgot to give you my address you can write me a letter through usual mail. It is following: Irina Smirnova 483010, Russia, city of Kurgan, Sovetskaya street, 14 - 32. In turn Id love to know yours. Ill be really glad to send you the letter by mail. So if you dont against I want you to send me your mail address. OK? I could miss it in one of your last letters. If you sent it already please dont angry for me but simply resent it to me. Ill wait! My usual life is very close to work and I love it in own way. I have many dialogues there, I see many people and as it is not strange I feel very tired usually after I come home. I have a very cosy flat I live in. Here are many toys. I love toys! I even sleep with one of the most favorite. It is brown bear - nice and thick and very funny!!! His name is Kosolapyi. Sorry it is very difficult to spell Russian name in English and Im not sure that I made it quite right. Id love to tell you else about my first love. He was a boy of my age. His name is Andrey. I loved him so... so... But our love story finished very sad. He exchanged me for the career. He is gone to Africa to the city of Cairo and live there now. I suffered so much. I loved him. We were meeting for almost two years but he drop as... I cant recall this without tears. I almost forgot it. t happened a year before now I found you in so far!!! I hope that you are not bored with my stories? It seemed to me that I feel for you growing feelings. What is it - I dont know. I think that the time will show!!! But you cant deny the fact that our hearts becoming closer. I hope that I dont make a mistake thinking this. I really feel something new in my soul! Ill finish now. I spent too much time already at the computer but for the final Id love ask some questions. If you dont want you may not to answer them. Firstly Id love to know about your first romantic love. Who was she? Was she beautiful? Why did you get apart? You may tell me more about American women. I cant imagine them. Its really hard for simple Russian girl. Else I want you to tell me how do you feel about our future. Is there any chance for us to meet? So Ill stop this long letter. I hope to here from you more... Irina. I went in business trip in city Kazan.?‹?????????„?‰?’???—?‹?? has passed very well and it was pleasant to me. I was surprised and is struck with beauty of this city. It was pleasant very much to me. I promised to write to you on Monday, but I have arrived only to Monday in the evening.
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