Color me just a little to smart. John
Hi, my dearest friend John! I am writing you from Russia. I have seen your profil and decided to use my chance to get acquainted with you. I know that somewhere in this world lives my second half. And Internet is a good way to find him. So why not to try to get to know each another? I believe that I need to tell you more about myself. My name is Marina. My height is for about 168cm and weight is for about 58 kg. I was born on July 8,1974. To have a better idea of my appearance you can look at my picture, which is attached to this letter. I want to apologize for some mistakes in my letter. You see, I am not very good at English but I am studying it hard myself and hope to prove my knowledge someday. As for my family, I am an only child in my family. I have neither sisters no brothers. My parents are divorced for long time already. My father left us when I was still a little girl and I havent seen him since that time. It is really very sad and I am always very upset thinking about it. So I am looking for the person who will be a reliable husband, friend, lover for me and who loves children because I adore children and would like to have a happy, friendly family and our children to live in the atmosphere of joy and happiness. It is my dream to create my own family and to present all my love , care and tenderness to my future husband and children. I have many interests and I will tell you about it in brief. Well, I cant imagine my life without music. I get up with music and go to bed with it.J I always listen to music when I do something at home and it helps me to be in a high spirit. I like everything from classical to modern music. Usually it depends on my mood. From modern foreign music, I prefer Elton John, Madonna, Joe Cocker, Houston, etc. I always try to find some time during the day to read a book. Usually I do it before going to bed. I prefer Russian classics, such as Pushkin, Lermontov, Chekhov, Tolstoy, Dostoevski and many others. I have re-read them many times already and every time I take one of these books, it is like I am reading it for the first time. I am sure you have heard about these writers. Sometimes I dont mind to read something from the modern literature, detective stories or novels. I do it just for fun. Sport is a great part of my life. I go to the gym twice a week and also do aerobics. It helps me to be in a good shape and in a high spirit. When I am training, I forget about all problems and hardships in my life. I love my friends a lot and I have many of them. They are all very different and it is always a great pleasure to see them. Sometimes we go to the night clubs but do it seldom because it is rather expensive for me. We like just to walk around the town and talk about different things. We often go to visit each another, it so nice to sit at home with a cup of hot tea in the cold winter evening. We often go to the cinema and enjoy our time there. When I watch a movie, it is like I am getting to that unusual for me world full of emotions, passion, love and tenderness. You see I am very romantic and I like romantic dinners with the candles, surprises, night walks under the stars and many, many another things and some day I hope to experience all these with my beloved man. Well, I will close here for today and leave something for tomorrowJ I am waiting impatiently for your reply and hope to get to know as much as possible about you. I really like you and have very serious intentions. So feel free to ask me everything you are interested in. Take care and have a good day! Hope to hear from you very soon. Bye! Marina.
Hi, my dear John! I was so happy to get a letter from you today! I had the feeling inside that I will get a reply from you. So when I went to the Internet cafe I was in a high spirit. You see, I dont have telephone and my own computer at home, so I have to go to the Internet cafe to check if there is a mail from you. It was so amazing to get a letter from you, that I was smiling all the time and people looked at me like I was crazy. After getting a letter from you I went to work. I think that you are interested to know where I work. So I work as a nurse in the kindergarten. I like my profession and job very much. You already know that I adore children and when I look at them, I feel that I will be a very good mother. But at the same time I understand that it is a great responsibility and I will do my best to give everything to my baby. * It is a real winter outside. But it is a very beautiful time of the year here. New Year and Christmas are the holidays which I like most of all. Walking down the streets covered with the snow, I am thinking about you. Of course, I dont know you well and you dont know me. After some letters it may be strange for you to hear these words. The meeting will decide everything but I have the feeling that everything will work for us. I am sure that everything will be fine and that we could be happy together. The time will just show everything to us. As soon as we see each another we will understand it. It is just the matter of time and we need to be patient. Ok, I will send this letter to you and will go home. It is already late and the Internet cafe is rather far from my place. At this time of the day it is very difficult with the public transport. You can spend an hour at the stop to get a bus or trolley bus. But the thoughts about you warm me in this cold winter evenings. By the way, I never have been married and I do not have children. But someday I think I want to have my own children, because I really love children. All my thoughts are with you, do you will feel it? J Warm hugs, Marina.
Hi, sunshine John! The day is great today because Ive got a letter from you. You are the best what I have in my life and I am not alone any more. Every time I go to the Internet cafe, it is a date with you. It is the greatest even for me during the day. I even cant find the words to describe what feelings I have when I get a message from you. It is like a storm. I forget about the world around me- only you and I in the whole world. But every fairy-tale has the end -sometimes sad, sometimes happy. I hope that we will have the happy end, what do you think???????? Yesterday I decided to talk to my mom about you. I was a little bit afraid to do it. The reason is that she loves very much and of course, like every mother she worries about me. It is not an easy step to leave everything you have and move to the strange for you country. The country where you know nothing. But I am sure that with you I would be feel safe and secure and that I have nothing to be afraid of. I told this to my Mom and read some points from your letter. She told me that she trusts me. And if I am happy, she is happy too. She thinks that you are a good, reliable, honest, kind and caring person. And she wishes us only happiness and good luck. But of course, only the meeting will show us if we really were made for each another. I am sure already that you are my second half . We really have much in common and I admire and respect you. I can write only letters in Internetcafe, because I to not have many money to pay other services. You ask me much, therefore I shall try to answer everything, but I want you to warn, that I not always understand, what exactly you want me to ask, I can translate it, but I to not understand exact sense. Ukraine and Russia now the different countries, we have different flags, the arms and so forth, but our peoples very related and many have relatives in Russia or Ukraine. Tomorrow we are going to visit my aunt (my mothers elder sister). She is the only one left in our family. My grandparents died and I miss them very much. I loved them very much. My aunt, her name is Katya, lives in the countryside not far from our town. She is 56 years old and she is often ill. So we often go to visit her and to help with everything we can. She loves me like her own daughter and always very glad to see me. I will write you after that. So I will close here, dear. I cant write you long letters because the services of the internet-cafe are very expensive. Take care. Kisses and hugs. You are always with me in my heart. Yours Marina.
Hi, honey John! It is already a tradition for me to go to the Internet cafe. But frankly speaking, it is the best what is going on during my day. I enjoy every letter I get from you and re-read them every night. I want to share my life with you, I want to be always with you, to feel your warmth and care. I am a very emotional, passionate, hot-tempered woman and it is usual for me to show my feelings. May be it seems strange for you, we havent met with you in the real life, we have only letters which I cherish but I have the feeling that we know each another for ages. Hope you are not scared with all these and you understand me. The most important in the relations between two people, man and woman, love, of course, mutual understanding, respect. Two people should trust each another at first, understand, care about each another. His life will be my life and I will give him all my love, care and tenderness.I was good to talk on English!!! I love the American cinema because it is better than quality. In Internetcafe do not sell alcoholic drinks, exception beer. It, is similar to the computer centre where only and speak about computers. Lets fantasy a little bit. Imagine:??¦??¦??¦??¦??¦.. night, romance, we are alone in the room,we turn on the music and dance slowly. I look into your eyes, they are so deep and you look in mine, they are full of emotions. I see your lips, so soft and I want to kiss them. We love each another and the minute is an eternity??¦.. Or so??¦.. you are coming back from work. I am waiting for you. I have cooked a very tasty dinner and we are sitting at the table, you tell me the news, about your work and I am just listening to you. I dont need anything else. I just enjoy the moments I spend with you. Then we go to the living room and watch the movie. We are sitting on the sofa, hugging and kissing. Just the calm evening??¦. Or so ??¦.. weekend, we are cooking breakfast for our children, they are running near us - a boy and a girl. After breakfast we are going to walk, we are having picnic, then we are going to see our friends and we come back home tired but so happy. We spent a day with our family. Children are sleeping already and we are alone. We are making love and the whole night is not enough for us. Tomorrow one more week will begin and it will be even better??¦??¦??¦??¦. Well, enough with my dreams??¦..Write me , please, your thoughts about it. I am waiting impatiently for your reply, sunshine. Hot kisses for you . Your baby Marina
My dearest man in this world John! I thought much about us today. I cant keep it in myself any more. I need to tell you everything I feel inside. You are the dearest person in my life and I cant be apart from you. I know that it sounds strange for you. But even that I havent met you in the real life, I know one thing for sure. Please, dont be scared. But I want to tell you that I love you, yes, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and the thought about you makes me so happy. I want to be with you so much. I want to feel you with every part of my body, I want to feel the tender touch of your hands, to feel the smell of your body, just to know that I belong to you and that you are mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am full of desire and I want you as a man, I want to be your wife, your friend, your soul mate, your lover, your dream. I understand now perfectly that you are the man of my dream. I was searching for you all my life and now I have found you and I am not going to lose you. We will be happy together, I will do everything for it. I am strong enough to overcome all the difficulties and hardships which are between us. There is no barrier which can stop me. My love will overcome all the difficulties on our way to each another. We will be together, believe me. I will cross the ocean just to be with you. I dont need anything else - I just want to see you, to look into your eyes, to kiss your lips, to touch your strong body. My love will be enough for two of us. Do you know the song of Bon Jove " Always". This song is about my feelings to you. I will love you, baby, always and it doesnt matter for me what will be in the future. I will love you, you are the air I breath, the reason for me to live. And there is no life for me without you. Please, dont hurt me and tell me that you understand me. Hope to hear from you very soon. Love you. Miss you badly. Yours forever. Marina. P.S.You always to ask me it is a lot of. It is very good!!!! But I not always to understand their exact sense.
Hi, honey John! It is amazing to get your letter again!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you badly, honey. I love you so much. I cant be apart from you, it is so hard. You are my life, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth, to look into your eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you. I am sure everything will be Ok and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together. I often think about us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy. I want to be with you so much and I though about the ways for us to be together. So I tried to do something for us and decided to go to the Embassy to check what I need to come to you. So, to come to your country I need to make some paper work and to get visa. It will take some time, of course, and to pick up many documents from my side. But I will do everything which depends from me. But there is one thing which upsets me very much. You see, I need to pay for getting visa. And you know that my salary is too small for it. I dont want to complain but you know that I have a difficult financial situation here. I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only money separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey and I dont want to lose you. Nobody can help me with it. Of course, I could ask my Mom to help me but she doesnt have such money though she would like to help us. I am honest and sincere with you. I hope that you understand me and that you will do it for me. I already gave some papers to them and they made a file for me. All I need now is to pay them money. So it will be, $55 for visa and $45 for registration, also I need to pay for medical exams - it will be $90, $65 for the interview, and I need to get a foreign passport, it will cost for about $50 and for some another expenses I may have. So in general I will need for about $305. You have to send the money by Western Union. You need to send me your full name, address, amount of money and the control number. You need my full name and address, so here it is (Marina Moskvicheva; Russia, Barnaul, street Lenin 3, apartment 5.) Honey, I will need to pay them in a week, so, please, try to send them this week. I really hope that you understand my situation. I want to see you very much but without your help I cant do it just because I dont have such money. Money is nothing but they help to overcome all the difficulties on our way to each another. Sorry, dear, if it upsets you. I just think that we need to trust each another and to share everything. Hope that you agree with me. Just imagine that in short time we could be together. And there is only one problem now which can be solved with your help, dear. I love you so much, you are the best in my life and our meeting could be the happiest event for us. Miss you badly honey and waiting impatiently for your soon reply. Yours forever Marina.
Hi, honey John!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you so much. Such a relief to get your letter at once. Frankly speaking, I am so tired. I am busy at work now. It is winter and it is very cold outside and many children are ill. Also another nurse who works with me has her vacation now, so I have to make her work too. And at the end of the day, I cant move neither my hand nor my leg.J I write you this just to get your moral supportJ Sorry, dear. I am going to see my girl-friend tomorrow, her name is Tanya. We will just drink tea and I will bake a cake for tomorrow. I havent seen her for long time already. She has problems with her ex-husband. He doesnt want to help her and their child. Russian men dont want to be responsible for anything, even for their own children. I dont understand such an attitude to children. I often dream about our meeting. You would meet me in the airport, I will hug and kiss you. Then we will go to your place and would make love for some days without stopping. Sometimes we will make a break to eat something or may be you will be not hungry?????????J I need to see you because I cant wait any more. It hurts me so much to be apart from you. I love you and it is true, darling. You should trust me as I trust you. I to not have money independently to reach to you loved, therefore I to ask you money and your help. I am strong to want you to see because I to not test to other men of that I test to you, it is love, I love you!!!!!!! I to understand, that we should do all together that I could arrive to you and consequently make everything, that in my forces. I am very strong to want to arrive to you to execute all our dreams, but I really now am in a bad financial position. But I believe, that in spite of on anything we shall be together!!!!!! Because I love you!!!!!!! Loved, I to not want to force you to send money, but you should understand me because I so to want, you to see now, that I could not be kept!! I am really strong to want to see you, I to want to arrive to you as soon as possible because to me have told, that it is very difficult to receive the visa to America, and to me now can help to make it quickly, within one week and if to do, then will leave about one month. Therefore I to want, that you sent me money as soon as possible!!!!!! I will close here for tomorrow. Love you. You are always with me in my heart. Thinking about you. Your loving baby Marina.
Hi, my beloved man John! I am so happy to get your letter again. I am really happy , the sun is shining and my soul is singing. Do you know, why - because I love you, it is the most important for me now. I often think what are you doing now, where are and how it would be if I were there. But it is dreams again. But I am sure this dream will come true. It is just the matter of time. I love you so much, dear!!!!!!!!!!! My day at work was rather good. My children in the kindergarten told me that I changed a lot. That I look so happy and merry. I hug them and kiss them all the time. They are always very glad to see me too and enjoy our time together. Well, I dont want you to be bored with the stories about my work. My mom is Ok. Yesterday we were sitting in the kitchen, drinking tea and talking about you. My mom often asks me about you. And she wants you to take care and us to meet as soon as possible. Also I Told my aunt Katya about you and she says great hello to you. She is better now, I love her very much and I am very glad that she recovered. GUTA BANK PAPANINTSEV, 106A BARNAUL , 656099 The closest bank for me. This week we are going to make a party for my children in the kindergarten. We will have a performance, children will take part in it too and after the show will have tea with something tasty. Their parents will come too. So it will be a good holiday for children and their parents. Ok, I will better stop here, I dont want you to be bored you for death. J So, how was your work, dear? Hope that you are not very tired and you are able to have a good rest? Love you, dear very much. Take care and have a good day! Your loving, Marina.