Hello, dear Dale! Thank you so much for your letter. Darling, I am really very glad that we met here because I want to have a person in my life to rely upon. I want to be a weak woman by his side. You know, your letter was perfect, and it had so many colors. Very interesting. I would like to tell you a little bit more in this letter because I think it is important for relations. I think you wonder what my family is. Well, I am the only child in my family. My parents are retired already and I am their "late child". They were in their thirties when I was born. I love my parents very much (they live in Kiev region) but I think it is important to have children when one is still young. I was a spoiled child and a great egoist, but now I am not the same. My parents are good people, my father is veterinar and my mother is a book keeper. But now they do not work. I visit them as often as I can do it. It is always good for me to leave a city and visit them, to breathe a clean air and listen to the silence. But at the same time I cannot spend a lot of time there because I am cosmopolitan and I like to live in a city. I like its fuss, I like to be busy, I like my work and I have many friends here. So, as far as you see, my family is small, that is why I dream about a big family, childrens laughing and this fuss, maybe a dog or a cat. I want to be surrounded with grandchildren when I am old mam. My parents dream about grandchildren so much, they keep elling me: Luda, do you have a boyfriend? Luda, when will you present us a few little children? I think they are just like all the people who want to be with children. Once my mom even told me: Luda, my honey, I feel that I wont be able to see my grandchildren and it makes me very sad. You know, I was shocked. I think they deserve to have them and I want it so much. It made me think that there is nothing on the Earth more important than family and children. You can have a good interesting job, you can have many hobbies, you can travel or do whatever you like, but after yo are tired of living just for yourself, you just stop and think: God, what will I leave here on this Earth? You start to admire the children of your friends ( many of my friends have them already) and you feel lonely. Well, enough of this now or you will think I am ill. I have many hobbies and without them my life would be very boring. For example, I like working out in a gym 3 times a week. In Spring and Summer I jog in the morning. I am never tired to care about my body and my soul. That is why I eager new impressions in everything. I am not very experienced in love because I have never met a man in my life to whom I wanted to give all my life. But it is not that I hate man, I have a lot of male friends. As for my future life-partner, I imagine him to be fun-loving, mature, decisive, romantic man who is tired of loneliness like myself. He loves flowers, children, he is caring and understanding. My favorite flowers are roses. My favorite colors are blue, white, red. I like classic clothes which is very simple and practical. I think a woman should use all her 100% no matter where she is because she will always be a woman and she should be charming and pleasant to look at. I am a calm person but at the same time I have so much energy, I always try to share it with people I love. I am very loyal, I cannot lie and betray a person no matter it is my friend or just a person I have just met. I think people would be kinder if they do not lie to each other. In any case one can forgive and forget but one cannot forgive if someone lies. I am just this kind of a person. Darling. Assuming all the words said about honesty and loyalty, I would like to discuss with you a very important decision I have to make. The matter is that 2 weeks ago I decided to go to the agency that helps people to find each other. A contract with this agency is made for three months and all the correspondence is made via this agency. And now I understand the mistake I have done. I cannot know neither your addresses in the Internet nor your postal address and telephone number. I also cannot send you my personal data of this kind. They are not included in the contract. I only can keep corresponding with you and another men who have written me letters. Actually I liked you and only to you I feel a strong bond. I do not like these conditions of the agency and I want to make a personal contact with you. On the other hand I can pay for your address in the amount 100$ and this way we will be able to meet, to write to each other without any restrictions. But understand me the right way. Realizing that I am a real existing girl who is interested on you and wants to start a family very soon I am at the same time do not know your real intentions. Please, do not be upset with my words, but for me this sum is a great sum and it constitutes all my salary for one month, that is why I cannot risk. What I wanted to ask you for is to prove the same interest and the same serious intentions with me. I think that your assistance in this buying an address will prove everything for me and I will be happy to be with you and keep corresponding on my account. If you find this sum a big one for yourself, we could pay for it fifty/fifty. I am ready to pay because I find this decision the best one which will help us in the future. I am ending my letter with the words that I hope we will do something with this situation because I speak English and you and me wont have any problems communicating in the future. All the letters which were sent to you were composed for myself. I am sending you a million of kisses.Nothing is made in vain on this planet. If we met here, than I believe we are somehow created for each other. Anyway, it was a great pleasure for me to correspond with you and I hope you liked our correspondence also. Best regards, luda mailto:anghelochek@hotbox.ru