This all in a little over a month.Shes good, very good - plus I was dumb. No more.James in Tucson, [email protected]
Hi, my dear Jam! I had the feeling inside that I will get a reply from you. So when I went to the Internet cafe I was in a high spirit.You see, I dont have telephone and my own computer at home, so I have to go to the Internet cafe to check if there is a mail from you. It was so amazing to get a letter from you, that I was smiling all the time and people looked at me like I was crazy. After getting a letter from you I went to work. I think that you are interested to know where I work. So I work as a nurse in the kindergarten. I like my profession and job very much. You already know that I adore children and when I look at them, I feel that I will be a very good mother. But at the same time I understand that it is a great responsibility and I will do my best to give everything to my baby. It is a very good weather outside. It is a very beautiful time of the year here. By the way, the New Year Day and Christmas are the holidays which I like most of all.Walking down the streets, I am thinking about you.Of course, I dont know you well and you dont know me. After some letters it may be strange for you to hear these words. The meeting will decide everything but I have the feeling that everything will work for us. I am sure that everything will be fine and that we could be happy together. The time will just show everything to us. As soon as we see each another we will understand it. It is just the matter of time and we need to be patient. Ok, I will send this letter to you and will go home. It is already late and the Internet cafe is rather far from my place. At this time of the day it is very difficult with the public transport. You can spend an hour at the stop to get a bus or trolley bus. But the thoughts about you warm me in this cold winter evenings. By the way, I never have been married and I do not have children. But someday I think I want to have my own children, because I really love children. All my thoughts are with you, do you will feel it? :) Warm hugs, Galina."
"Hello my sweetheart, Jam!!!!!!! One more day without you. Only your letters help me not to be sad. Today I am going to visit aunt. Mom cant go with me, she needs to work. And after I finish my work, I will go to see her. She still didnt recover and I worry about her a lot. She is not a young girl and she needs my care. The weather is bad today, it is awfully cold, the sky is so gray, cloudy and the cold wind is blowing. I am in a low spirit today, you are far from me and there are so many problems. There is one more thing which upsets me, I already told you that the service of the Internet cafe is rather expensive and I cant write you long letters any more. I still havent got my salary and I almost dont have money. It upsets me very much. I hate this situation. Money is nothing. But at the same time we cant live without it. I wish I could have much money to write as much as I can and as often as I wish. But alas! Ok, lets close this sad topic. I really need to go, dear. I miss you badly. Tomorrow I will go to the church and will pray for you and for us. And I will thank the God that I have you in my life now. Thank you. Kisses and hugs, Your one and only. Galina." And the money one "Hi, honey Jam! How are you there? I miss you badly, honey. I love you so much. I cant be apart from you, it is so hard. You are my life, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth, to look into your eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you. I am sure everything will be Ok and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together. I often think about us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy. I want to be with you so much and I though about the ways for us to be together. So I tried to do something for us and decided to go to the Embassy to check what I need to come to you. So, to come to your country I need to make some paper work and to get visa. It will take some time, of course, and to pick up many documents from my side. But I will do everything which depends from me. But there is one thing which upsets me very much. You see, I need to pay for getting visa. And you know that my salary is too small for it. I dont want to complain but you know that I have a difficult financial situation here. I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only money separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey and I dont want to lose you. Nobody can help me with it. Of course, I could ask my Mom to help me but she doesnt have such money though she would like to help us. I am honest and sincere with you. I hope that you understand me and that you will do it for me. I already gave some papers to them and they made a file for me. All I need now is to pay them money. So it will be, $45 for visa and $30 for registration, also I need to pay for medical exams - it will be $90, $60 for the interview, and I need to get a foreign passport, it will cost for about $50 and for some another expenses I may have. So in general I will need for about $290. You have to send the money by Western Union. You need to send me your full name, address, amount of money and the control number (MTCN). You need my full name and address, so here it is ( GALINA NAVALIHINA, Russia, Krasnoyarsk, Lenina str. 95 - 249. ) Honey, I will need to pay them in a week, so, please, try to send them this week. I really hope that you understand my situation. I want to see you very much but without your help I cant do it just because I dont have such money. Money is nothing but they help to overcome all the difficulties on our way to each another. Sorry, dear, if it upsets you. I just think that we need to trust each another and to share everything. Hope that you agree with me. Just imagine that in short time we could be together. And there is only one problem now which can be solved with your help, dear. I love you so much, you are the best in my life and our meeting could be the happiest event for us. Miss you badly honey and waiting impatiently for your soon reply. Yours forever Galina."