Ruslana Abbyasov (Orsk/Moscow Russia)Letters:
The Regard my good. thank You for letter, - is vastly pleased. Hope that near by us with You all will well. I will arrive in America as mercenary worker. It will do on work in dry-cleaners or deprives the supermarkets. This will be known when I will arrive in America. Itself I work at infant hospitals, trained nurse. Also I show the voluntary member of Red cross, I like to help the people and do it good. Work to me like and I much like children, but delivery vastly small earnings, at month I get 25 dollars. This vastly little, and whole hope on be earned in America. Alive I with father, more near by us nobody No sisters no no brother, ma from us remain when I there was 4 year. This vastly sad, but I hope that whole in the future will well. Itself I very faithfull and dedicated person. Like in the whole probity and only probity. Do Not Do to like the fraud and treachery. MUCH LIKE to prepare the food. The A great deal knows the recipes a cue prepare the food. The Play of Pit in piano, like ski. My birth day on july 28. I 24 year. The Children I have no. My growing 1 metre 63 centimetres. In America, which I must inhere 180 afterwards I must prolong its visa for 180 days else, for this I must hire the attorney, but I think that this will easy. The Hope on meeting with You. I vastly this wants. I must expect the answer with hope on majority to the best advantage. Always Your Ruslanu. Hi Thank you for letter, much with Your sides prettily. I shall arrive in city Baltimore. I shall work in dry-cleaners or in supermarket. This will is known when I shall be in America. I will owe itself find itself home, hope that this will not difficult. I in first once meal in such country as America and much worry that beside me all well be. But I much want to work beside You and look at Your life. Can I will find its happiness and love. I so on this hope and faith. But I much worry that beside me there nobody no and I shall absolutely be one, no friends and familiar. At The Beginning Initially me will difficult but I hope on most best.I go on courses of english, but speak else bad. But hope that when we with You are met, I shall speak well. I to like Your country, I like Your people. To us from with Your country arrive the physicians, this there were remarkable people. They us speak about its country, as there well. I met with young people to surrender in its country, except sex and narcotics to it nothing not is necessary. I well-mannered much by strictly its father, and for me this unacceptable. The Main, this relations. The Confidence to each other, dedicated person and faithfulness. Like each other, enjoy and present happiness, its husband. Can You are shown the strange, but I else virgin girl. Beside me no time not there was men. I all time about this think, but surrender this impossible.I want to meet the man, and conduct with him first night that we like to each other. Forgive me for frank. Can I hurry, having said You about their own feminine secrets. I want to between you and me always probity in all. But the main, this certainly, our meeting with You. I its wait and hope on most best. About arrival, exact time and aeroport and name I shall write later. With hope on fast meeting, Your Ruslanu. Flight information I shall write later. Hi, Thank you for letter. Is it Much pleased. Hope that we can become the greater friends. I much this want and hope that so this and will. I search for its happiness but nor as can not its find. Surrender in Russia much mans plenty of drink the wine and vodka and me this much dislike. Much narcotics and criminals. I want to find its love and will present him all that I have, return all that I have. I much want to like and be loved. I very well-mannered person and on good always answer good. Itself I much modest and calm, much like the children, like to do good and good. Live I only with its father more from relatives beside us nobody no. This much sad. The Father education me and taught me in this lifes very many. It taught me to like the people to pertain to him with love and respect. Never look rich it or no, main its internal world its soul. I really not important rich You or no, this absolutely not important, for me important YOUR internal WORLD, I think that this main for me. I think as for You be the main criterion in our with You relations - my internal world. I think that You agree with me. I think that on this foundation and be built the love a relations. Hope on Your answer, I shall wait Your letter with hope that beside us all will well. Respectfully yours to You Your Ruslanu. Internet cafe to inhere near by my house, and I each day to go in cafe and write. It works night and day. My loved author a Lion Thick. My loved book Anna Karenina. Much like the the classics a music and fate, BEATLES. Hi, Thank you for letter, is much pleased and lucky. I write You letter with internet cafe, regrettably I have no building of computer. But I think that this not so important, main that I write You letter and want be met with You. Itself I very merry and witty person, like the funs and laughter. Much well step cantoes, and can sing on english. Hope that when we with You are met that I can sing for You, me will much pleasantly. In winter I ski, like to go in cinema and in library. I plenty of read and beside me very big outlook. Think that our with You meeting will be gentile and touching.I hope that I You shall like. I think that we find general language. I in this faith and hope that You too so think. Before fast appointment my nice, Always Your Ruslanu. If you want that I can send You its video tape, I think that this will better than simply photo. I shall write YOU later its flight route, In the FOLLOWING LETTER. Thank you you for telephone. Hi my nice.Greater thank you You for letter. MUCH And is MUCH PLEASED. My father much disease and lie in hospital. I much worry and worry for my father. All be my thoughts about its health only. Forgive me that can not much write. Hope that You understand me. Please write me although two word, I shall know that You remember me. Always Your Ruslanu. Hi, thank You for letter. I am a great deal pleasantly gets the letters from You. thank You For troubling you my father. I You very grateful. My father became better and it feels good. Once again thank you You. My father wants You good luck everywhere and in all. It thanks You and sends You their own embrace. I pleasantly understand that sometime far off for by sea, lives the remarkable person, which expects me. I vastly pleasantly, and I want to speak You, its good friend,You I much like. I feel that I pull You. And I expect its meeting, as fate. This meeting will be for me, openning in other world. Happiness You and whole Its Family. Always Your Ruslanu. Hi, Thank you for letter, much and is much pleased. For me to write You letters, so pleasantly and so with joy that beside me always good mood. Beside I can be such sensation of joy only then when I play on piano. I much like classical music and much ??©????????¤?? play. My father likes when I play him on evenings. It too big admirer musics and with pleasure listens any music although will be fate or jazz, it perceive all positively. It me all time asks that I play him jazz, particularly Amstrong, it its much likes and respects as musician. Yes I want You to say that I for You have prepared the gift, I its has done their own own hands. I think that it You will like. But this surprise and I You until shall speak what it is. I like to do the good surprises. I grow without ma and I understand that signifies not to have the ma. But my father to me to seem the most best pope (pa) on all globe. And I its much powerfully like. I want to like so its husband as I like its father and be him before the end of their own days dedicated always and loved. Hope that meeting our with You will be good and light. I wait it with such hope and faith in most best. Before fast meeting to happiness. Always Your dedicated Ruslanu. The Flight route I shall write in the following letter. Hi, I consider the days when I will be able to embrace You. I so is pleased. Each my day, passes together with You. When I in the morning awake, that awake together with You. When I go to bed that fall asleep the thoughts about You. I lucky and VWXbe proudPof that I have You. Yesterday in organizations I have reported the flight route. Such feeling that I once again was born. In Orsk in Moscow I arrive june 25. five days I shall live in Moscow to prepare the documents. My flight route: Moscow (SVO) - London (LHR) 11:25 - 28 june 2002 12:10 - 28 june 2002 Aeroflot 0241 London (LHR) - Washington DC (IAD) 16:30 - 28 june 2002 19:35 - 28 june 2002 United Air Lines 0925 Hope that You understood me well, my nice. I so wait first meeting and first kiss. Hope that it will the most debt and hot. Always Your dedicated Ruslanu. Hi, Last night in hospital to die my father. I all time to weeping and bewildered. I can not itself to believe that my father more no on land. My father to base in morgue and burial in three days. I much terribly and I much am afraid to see my father a dead. Forgive me for my audacity. You could help and send 230 dollars. I search for and ask beside all their own colleague on work that I help. I nor when itself this did not allow, but my situation cross out Whole my pride. I came with funereal agency. And has heard what price that bury my father. Casket cost (stand)s 170 dollars. grave Cost (stand)s 95 dollars. The Catafalque cost (stand)s 58 dollars. I You do not write, how much me will cost other expenses. Me burial of my father will cost beside 390 dollars. I had their own money beside 74 dollars. But so much for little. Forgive me, but I more write You can not, beside me much powerfully pain heads and all time to weeping. If You dare me help, that send me on system WESTERN UNION. Russia The City Orsk. street. Malictrova 71 apartments 82. ABBYASOV RUSLANU. To regret I can not immediately, when will arrive , return You money. For this me will necessary time. I think that under first salary in America, I You all return. Once again forgive me, and please do not take offence on me. With thanks to You, Your Ruslanu. Hi, I all understand and on You not insult. I shall write after bury. Your Ruslanu. Hi, Thank you You for support. Yesterday I has buried its father. Shall write later. I still much gravely write. Before meeting your Ruslanu. Hi, Thank you you for all that You did for me. I write You these word from botom of my heart. I is much pleased that I have You. I remain one and beside me nobody no, nearly not a single relative with which I could speak. Remain only You. And now all my hopes are bound only with You and life in America. Only understand me correct, I You not before than do not oblige and You free in their own actions. I respect deeply You this much important for me, I respect You and thank. I get busy sale its apartment and if I have time to, that want its sell before leave in America. I shall hurry. I more in this city do not arrive. I break whole relationship with this city. Only memory about my father to remain with me on the whole my life. It will live in my heart always. Forgive me for such sad letter, but I think You all understand. Before fast meeting my nice, Before fast appointment my native. Always Your and only Your Ruslanu. Hi, Thank you You for letter. I much high price You and the price Your attitude to me. You very good person, and I think that beside us with You all will well. The Life last and I get busy their own deals. I begin to collect the documents for sale of its apartment. I want to sell for 17000 thousands of dollars. Hope that I have time to this do, before leave in America. The Buildings became much coldly and terribly, I all time think about its father and outlive. I want quicker to leave in America and forget this terrible grief. Tomorrow I shall go on grave of its father and talk with him. Forgive me that I write You such boring letters, but me really much bad. And I hope that You understand me. Before fast meeting my nice, before fast appointment Always Your Ruslanu. Hi, Thank you for letter, I am pleased and lucky. I am last days much occupied, I prepare documents on apartment, and I to wonder as much surrender bureaucracy. Each reference I must obtain and spend plenty of time. Time goes quickly and soon we are met, me this much pleases and add power and confidence.I all time think about You and beside me on person to appear the smile. After death and burial of father, only thoughts about You present me good mood. Thank you You that You appear on my life of way. Thank you sky that fate to me so favorable. Before fast meeting my nice, soon june 25 I shall arrive in Moscow and june 28 I shall see you in aeroport. With love to You Always Your and only Your Ruslanu Hi, Thank you for letter. Today surrender in Orsk very good weather, everywhere sun and much heat. I completely was going to in America, prepare all their own belongings and is ready morally to abandon its country. In three days I shall arrive in Moscow, remain three days to live in this city, but I nor for minute not to feel sorry that abandon this city, I want the new life, new happiness. If I arrive in this city, only on grave to its father to be with him. Regrettably I could not sell its apartment, I not to have time to. I shall write warrant through notary its girlfriend, Natali that it sell my apartment and all money has sent in America, but this will be in medium of july. Time approach me to big change in my lifes and I duma that all that we do not do, do to best. Before fast meeting my nice, before fast appointment, my native. Always Your and only Your Ruslanu. Hi, Today in 7:00 mornings arrive in Moscow, in aeroport Domadedova. In aeroport I met the representative of my company. I have made in hotel Ismailova. I much has tired and has rescued in its number before 11 hours. Afterwards I went on company and there I spoke the strange belongings. Regrettably I must it to )pay the extra else 620 dollars, since beside company appear the financial difficulties with dispatch in America. And I must pay this amount before june 27. I am weeping and spoke that beside me moderate;temper my father and that money no, but they did not want me to listen, and speak that this my problems. If I shall not pay that they do not send me in America. This simply mockery, I so spoil. Beside me their own money 460 dollars, I immediately has sold in jewelry shop their own earrings for 100 dollars. I else necessary 60 dollars. I simply can not recover from shock. Forgive me my nice if you may me help and send me these 60 dollars, that I You very grateful. My apartment will sell in medium of july only, and I can return Your money at july only. Forgive me once again for my effrontery, ask the money beside You. Hope that You not insult on me. Simply You beside me one to who I can address with such request. I itself much outlive for mated and hope that all will well. Once again forgive me. Before fast meeting and respectfully yours to You Your dedicated Ruslanu. If You solve to send me money that Here is my address: Moscow. street Serova 67. hotel Ismailova, room 53. Abbvasov Ruslanu. Hi, THANK YOU YOU FOR HELP, I SHALL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR GOOD TO ME. Forgive me that could not immediately give the answer, I collect the documents and time beside me little. Soon I shall write You its flight route. Hope, on fast meeting. With love to You Your Ruslanu. Hi my nice. Thank you You for all, I You very grateful. You are remarkable person and hope that future will be light and big between you and me. I must shall arrive in America july 4. Hope on meeting, my nice, with love to YOU YOUR RUSLANU. Hi my love. Thank you You for letter and for all that You did for me. Beside me such feeling that I bore already pretty You their own problems. But beside me such country that happen to constantly to face all possible difficulties. I prepare all documents and yesterday has gained the ticket in America. I shall arrive without group one and by itself search for itself home and work. I will much difficult first time, but hope that all will well. I think that You wake near by me. I write You its flight route. Moscow (SVO) - New York NY (JFK) 1735 - 05 july 2002 1930 - 05 july 2002 Aeroflot 0315 Y New York NY (JFK) - Baltimore MD (BWI) 2135 - 05 july 2002 2250 - 05 july 2002 American Airlines 4832 B Hope that You understood me. Regrettably beside me again to You request, You send me 70 dollars, I shall You very grateful. Beside I remain much little money and I am come live else week in hotel. And else when I shall arrive in america beside me will not be money, my apartment will be sale only in medium of july of number 17. You may me for first time to provide in America home. When I shall cash with Russia, that I will immediately find itself home and shall return all your money which You spent on me. Give Answer, me necessary to know Your opinion on this question. With love to You Your Ruslanu Hi, I all understand, all Your worry . We were not yet met and did not see each other, I this much well understand. But I really need these 70 dollars. In any events all on Your discretion. All on Your desire. Hope that You on I do not get angry. Before meeting always Your Ruslanu. I shall arrive july 15. Before meeting.