Hi my new friend! My name is Inna. I for the first time use this kind of dialogue and I apologize beforehand if Ill write something not correctly. I sincerely hope that my letter will become the pleasant message for you. If to be frank, I dont know what to write in this my message to you. Maybe I should explain what has forced me to write to you this letter? I am not sure if you are looking for the same that I am, but I hope! I am looking for partner in a life, who would fill my heart. Once upon a time, the loneliness has knocked on my door, and I have opened a door. And since then the loneliness lives in my home. The loneliness establishes own laws of life, the sunlight ceases to bring joy and shine and a life is filled with sadness and disappointment. I am looking for my second half to share simple pleasures and together take off from the soul a weariness, a pain and sadness given birth by loneliness. I am looking for a friend first of all to go on road of a ! life together, rejoice to a rain together and together wait for arrival of a golden autumn. I dont know as far as really possible to find soulmate in such way. But I know that many people not been able to find happiness in the usual life, have found happiness in this way. I am happy where Im. But my happiness is lifeless because I couldnt find here such man who will "bring a spring" into my heart! And I have decided to make this courageous step. And I ask you, if you are not serious, please dont answer me because I write in all sincerity . But I will wait for your answer all the same. Ill share with you my picture. I apologize if my message has found you in a bad mood. My personal e-mail address: inna@novogireevo.net Hi James! I so waited your letter. I worked today in the day off with hope to receive your letter. But you have not written. I do not know why. You have no time? I did not receive your letters two days. I so wait your letter. Please, tell me why you hav! e not written. You are not interested in me any more? Or I have offended you somehow? If I have told something incorrectly or if I have offended you somehow, please, forgive me. But I ask you, if the reason of your silence is your unwillingness to communicate with me anymore, please inform so I did not expect your letter vainly. Though nevertheless I hope that you simply had no time and now you will write to me. Please, write to me that you OK! Maybe you did not receive my letter? I wrote to you and so waited for your answer. If I have offended you, please forgive me magnanimously. With the best regards and with hope to receive the letter from you. Inna. Hi, my dear friend James! I hope you not object that I say so. Thank you for your letter. Day by day I feel more need in getting your letter. My mood has become better again when I have got your letter. I should say that when I have good mood I hear gratitude from my patients much more often (smile). Therefore, now the health of a Russian women depend on your letters(smile again). By the way, when I came to work today, my mood was bad, because my friend Snezhana fell ill and now she is in the hospital. The saddest thing is that she has birthday today. She is 30 years old today. Unfortunately she will spend her birthday in the hospital. But have already talked with a doctor and I will be allowed to spend evening in the her chamber. In the evening I will bake a cake, I will buy balloons and go to the hospital. I hope very much that she will have good mood on her birthday. She is my best friend. B! y the way, she works with me in the clinic. As matter of fact I have only two real friends - Snezhana and Albina. Snezhana is a lady who is in the hospital. Albina also lived together with us in the Saratov Area. She is an alumnae of orphanage and she is an orphan. She has arrived here to us several months ago because she could not live in Saratov without us. Now she works here. I and Snezhana were very happy when Albina has come. We friends since the childhood. Snezhana and Albina are not married too. We are friends for 20 years already. Snezhana and I are like sisters. Snezhana and I like to walk. Usually we walk in the park. But also we like to spend time in Snezhana vegetable garden. She lives in an old wooden house. I dont know if you have seen such houses. This are the houses which were built before the second world war, in the fortieth years. These are very old houses which dont have bath and running water. So people have to take wa! ter outside in the well or in the pit. In modern world such conditions seem very terrible, but this is really so. We like to spend time in Snezhana vegetable garden. There she grows the potato, tomatos and cucumbers not to buy them in the market. Every winter Snezhana and I together erects a big Snowman in her vegetable garden, using a big snow spheres. We put a carrot instead of nose and potatos instead of eyes. It is very funny. All neighbors children came to see it. By the way, if we want to fool about, we put carrots not only instead of a nose but also below..... (a hint and a smile) First time we made such a Snowman 18 years ago. Since that time we make it every year. It is a tradition for us. We poured it with water to cover with ice. So it could stand for the whole winter. I like Blagodatnoe. Almost all people in our village now each other. We have little buildings - maximum 2 floors. Snezhana says that she wants to live in a big ! city. I dont know where is better. Big city is a big traffic, fast rhythm of life, garlands of fires, lightnings of shop windows, high buildings, fountains, cinemas, parks, attractions, theatres. It is wonderful, of course I like it. But our village is a fresh air, a lot of trees and birds, silent and comfortable, cosy, quiet place, no hubris and vanity inherent for big cities. We have a lot of small and large lakes and rivers. The places are very beautiful. Ifthere was no criminality, it would be paradise. But alas, the criminal in small cities, as well as in the big cities is an integral part our life. Unfortunately criminal in Russia is situated on a very high level. But I dont want to tell about sad things. Several times, Snezhana, Albina and I went to the festival of bard song. This is a place on the coast of the river where a lot of people come from all country. At night the coast is covered with thousand lights from fires. The scene - huge raft having the form of a guitar and established right on water and everybody who wants to sing together with famous bard singers, goes on this raft and starts to sing and all thousands people become silent and listen to this singer even if he is absolutely unknown. It is the unique festival. I have to finish my letter. I dont want but I have to do it. Today when I will come to Snezhana we will talk about you. She likes to ask about you and I like to tell her. I wanted to ask you what makes you happy James? What was the best gift from a woman you got? Sincerely yours and with best wishes. I send pictures, the first - I and Snezhana. If you cannot find me, I will help you - I am not blonde!(smile) The other picture - I at work. If you cannot find me, I will help you - I am with long hair! (Smile) Inna.Hi my James! Oh, how I am glad that I could to receive your letter. I have feeling that I waited for your letter the whole eternity! Earlier I have not believed, if I would have been told that I will wait for someones letters every day more than a holiday. But now I miss you even at the fact that I have not met yet you. And now I so wait an opportunity to receive the letter from you because its a only one string which connects us. I know that I outstrip you in the time, and its mean that I meet day tomorrows before you, I say goodbye to sun before you. And when Ialready in the future, you in the past for me. And when I meet the first beams of the sun, I ask that the sun has sent you the same warm beams! I go to the future before you, and it mean that I can predict for you the future!!! I am really so happy that I could to receive your mail! Now its a part of my life, a part of my soul. Already the end of th! e working day, but I am happy that I all the same have had an opportunity to write to you the letter. Today at 15 oclock all electric illumination suddenly was switched off. Completely in all a building have disconnected the electric power. Our cabinet practically has no natural illumination. Therefore our cabinet became very dark. I so long waited an opportunity to receive your letter and to write to you. And suddenly this failure. I was so upset! Boss has let off home all workers because was informed that there are problems with electric wires and the problem will be eliminated not soon. But I have decided to stay and wait. I thought that if a problem will be removed earlier, I can write to you the letter. And I was not mistaken. Several minutes ago an electricity was included again. By the way, Snezhana has stayed to wait for result with me. She worried as well as I. When the repairman tried to fix malfunction, I every minute asked him: " Wh! en you will finish? Soon or not?" And when his nerves were on a limit, he has shouted: +If you will not shut up, small problem can turn to catastrophe!; I am so happy that your surgery is executed excellent!!! Your doctor undoubtedly a best doctor and I am happy that exactly he handled you! Thanks for such fine answer to my question! I adore your individuality! I believe that if I will be married, my husband will be an ideal for me and then there can not be a speech about flirtation. Decent lady not begins to flirt. I cannot admit flirtation. If I will give to husband an oath, for me it will be sacred. If another a man will want to be with me I will tell: " What for you want lady if you cannot touch her legs and hands, why you want lady if she without heart, without reason, without a body? Without it Im a simply lady you can simply to look on me, because my body, my heart, my reason belongs to mine H! usband." I think after that, the guy will smile and will understand that in this life has luck not he. James has luck in this life! (Smile) What crazy days I have now! I spent every day and all day long on my legs. Already two days since I go to various services to collect a various information from Housing-Municipal Services, to collect extract from out-patient cards and an extract from a work-recording book. I have no any free minute. Snezhana has sent inquiry to the university where we studied. I should receive the characteristic and the petition from the Professor of Gynecology Faculty - our favourite teacher. When I come home, I simply fall on a bed and with a smile on my face, and just looks at ceiling. Every day I try to imagine our meeting. Oh, James! You cant imagine how now I dream to get massage, simply soft gentle massage. I so often think of it and I imagine you making to me massage. James, now I know precisely, that if we will me! et, you will not get rid of me until you will not give me massage!(smile) I am glad that i could write. I send you my hot kisses. Snezhana sends you Big HELLO! With my tenderness. Inna.Hi my James! Thanks for your letter. I am so happy. Thoughts about you heats my heart. I so waited for this opportunity to write you to tell what happened today. But first - good news. Today is a very important day. I worry very much. Today I got a invitation on the conversation with the commission which deals with giving visas. It is the most important in the process of getting visa. The commission will make a final decision after the conversation - to give me visa or not. The conversation is very difficult but I am prepared. It is a difficult test which I have to go thru. But I am ready. I want to meet you very much and my desire will help me. Where there is a will there is a way. Children from orphanages where I help already for several years, together with tutors have written letters for the commission to support of me, the petition and the characteristic. It will help me when the commission will ! make a decision. I am sure that all will be OK. I read your letters and cried, because you have touched my heart and soul. You have hit me in the heart. I cannot find the words to express all my feelings to you. I cannot find the words to explain what I feel. You have won my heart. It was not possible to anybody. I am happy, that I have found you. I cried with happiness. I have already found happiness. Likely if I will see you, I will go mad. I think, yes, I think that in my heart was born the new feeling, which people call No, I will not tell it now. I will tell it when I meet you. I will tell it when I will see your eyes and when you will see my eyes. Thanks for your fine words. Probably I the most successful lady on our planet because I have found a kindest and gentle man who is capable to make so that my heart have been overflow with feelings and my soul aspires to cross space and ocean and to ! rush into his life, to be united in a single whole with his soul. I must tell you what happened today at night. Today there was an awful night. At night when I already slept, I have heard some gnash. Someone tried to open my door. I have heard that someone tries to open the lock n my door. I was frightened very much. I did not know what to do. I got up, but couldnt said any word. I was frightened very much and afraid to comenear to door. Legs didnt obey me. Then this sound has disappeared, but one who was behind of door apparently started to try to break a door. The tree crackled and crunched. I have begun to cry and did not know what to do. I always considered myself like a courageous lady, but during that moment I was in confusion. The door already was almost opened, because the doors skeleton already was broken. But I stood like petrified and could not even shout. But then suddenly all has stopped. Probably one who tri! ed to break my door was frightened by something and simply run away. I sat on a bed and have been frightened very much. I switched on a lamp in a room. I knew that if someone will want to penetrate into my apartment, I cannot call somebody to the aid at all because I at all have no phone. The door in my apartment is very old and not strong. Neighbours never will go to help because in our region the robbery of apartments happens very often. And not only when owners outside of a home but also when somebody is home. It is enough to open a door. Basically criminals - young guys who only 16 - 18 years old. Many of them - drug-addict. They at all do not choose rich - whether apartment, or not rich. They take away everything, what is possible to sell. I was frightened as never before. You do not represent, as it is terrible to live, when anybody beside is not present and nobody can protect. I have felt completely defenceless. I thought of you. I th! ought, that you now there, far, and at all do not know, how I am frightened. I lain in a bed with included lamp and thought of you. I could not fall asleep this night any more. It was bad night. But now everything is all right. I will finish my letter. I send you all my tenderness James. I kiss you 1000 times. Your Inna.My love James. Only a few words. I have a deep longitudinal crack in an rib at the left and breakup in a spleen. It means that I will be in hospital for long time. The doctor has told that a maximum - 2 weeks. I hope you will wait for me. I cannot without you. I could not find the person who has teach me how to receive your mail. But tomorrow I necessarily will ask that to me have helped to receive your mail. I cannot without it. I absolutely alone. I all time think of you and it helps me to forget about my pain. There is nothing more awfully than thought that I cannot receive your letter. I need your words and your support. I so wait tomorrows day. Now my body swathed by some firm fabric. It is very difficult to breathe. Many people wait a computer. I hope that you write to me and think of me. Please do not throw me now. Yours Inna.Hi My James! I till now cannot receive your letters. It is so awful. It is worse than any pain. I at all do not know if you write to me or not. Maybe you have forgotten about me. Today the programmer promised to come to me, but till now has not come. But I wait for him. I spoke with him and he has promised to help me, but till now has not come. But I wait for him more than anything. Today I lay in a bed all the day long. I have not been allowed to move, but I all the same rise and I go when the doctor does not see. I cannot lay.I communicate with two ladies who also lays with me in chamber. They are was in the Moscow water park that was collapsed. They very good. I have told them about you and about me and about what has taken place with me. They have told that if the love will overcome all obstacles then becomes immortal. Please, wait for me. When I will recover, I will rrive to you because all my documents are legally confirmed and when I shall leave hospital, I at once shall receive the ticket. I do not need in anything. I have paid for everything. Now I only should wait when I shall leave hospital. Most of all now I want to find out if you write to me or not. I so want to receive from you even two words. I write as though in nowhere. I am sure that you receive my letters. Therefore I will keep you in course of events. Your forever Inna. Here is what I received from Western Union when I asked them where the cash was picked up from: Hello James, Thank you for contacting Western Union. Our records indicate that the money transfer was paid on 02/25/04 at 07:27 EST in Nizhny Novgorod, Russia. If you have any further questions, please do not hesitate to contact us again. Sincerely, Cole
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