----- Original Message ----- From: Nazhiya To: felix Sent: Friday, March 26, 2004 9:20 AM Subject: Hi my felix! Todays my letter contains two news. The first news: My visa at last is ready, and I send you its SCAN. When I received the visa to me have told that I am very much lucky and that it is very big success, that to me give the visa. To me have told that I very successful and lucky lady. I was so glad. But now I have no any pleasure. Only tears. And the second news: My visas firm can reserve tickets, and I used its services again. I asked them how I can reach New York and how much it costs. They answered me that that the ticket costs $ 840USD. I asked them to find cheaper tickets, because this price is expensive for me. They answered that they had a cheaper ticket but the beginning of the flight 7-Apr. It costs $ 790 I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused. I spoke with them for a long time but they didnt agree. Then I wondered if it is possible to pay a part of the money now and the other part later. They didnt agree. I spoke with them for a long time and I managed to persuade them. They agreed. We agreed that I would pay a part of the price Today and the other part later. I have been compelled pawned in pawnshop my silver and gold embellishments which I have from Mum. I have received for it in pawnshop 120USD. It has sufficed for an initial payment. I paid $ 400USD. It was my last money. The number of the flight on which I resevered the ticket is 3:35 pm Depart Moscow (SVO) Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 315 Arrive New York (JFK) 6:00 pm It is very difficult for me to tell you about it. But I have done everything I could. I paid visa. I have bought the ticket on a train up to Moscow. I paid a part of the ticket. But this money is not enough. I didnt want to burden you. I wanted to reach you with my own money but unfortunately I failed. Now I have to pay the remaining part. It is only $ 390 USD. I have to pay this money before Saturday morning. Otherwise I will lose my money. If you love me, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please, send the money for the ticket before Saturday morning. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other. Any union without trust is impossible if it is a union of wife and husband or union of boy-friend and girl-friend or union of business partners. I dont want to be hypocritical. Thats why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give the love to the woman whom you wont trust. Also I would not like to give my love to the man which I wont trust. Its a first check for us. And much depends upon it, may be everything. We must trust each other. Thats why I was the first who made first step. Step to you. Of course if you dont want you can not help me. It is bad but not fatal. I will lose my money. IT IS BAD TOO BUT NOT FATAL TOO. I speak so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you and the word of honour, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. To pass through difficulties and barrier it is together much easier. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make all itself. The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without the help, and to rely only on myself. I very seldom address to somebody for the help, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. Make also you a step towards to me. I hope has not offended you something. I love you and I trust. I know, that you will not throw me now when there was only one step. Tell me Felix, can you help me? If you have an opportunity you can help me. I wondered how it is possible to do. There is an International Company, which deals with money transfers. Its name a Western Union (by the way, they have a website, called westernunion.com). It has Offices in many cities and countries. There is an Office in my city. If you want and if you can help me, you may send me money using Western Union according following data: ALFA BANK LENINA, 121 KRASNOYARSK , 660021 For Nazhiya Hairutdinova To get the money, I should tell the employee of bank your full name, full address, exact amount and some confidential numbers (Money Transfer Control Number), which will be given to you, when you will send the money. I love you very much! I thought about you Felix every time. I never cease to thought about you! Your Nazhiya