XXXXX, just I was released from the employment and first of all to go to the cafe Internet to check up mail and to write the letter for you. Today I had the most difficult examination and I haven't handed over it. I am very upset. Except failure on study which to enter me into very upset condition I not to find from you support and the help and I to find still problems connected with other factors, connected with payment for room and food in session current. XXXX, believe when almost every day to pass examinations the head is occupied at all by that than I will pay for room, and that it is good to pass examination, but in my case to me to have to worry, worry and distract on in what I will pay for room. I very much to abuse myself now in what I was the silly woman when has trusted in you completely. Certainly, it isn't possible also I should count only on itself. But what to do is there was my error and now I have learnt on this error and I won't repeat this error more. XXXX, I only wished to tell to you that I will never count on you more and I shouldn't send any money more. I to understand with the problems itself and I not to count any more on you never. I don't know when I can write the letter for you as I don't have money more to go to the cafe Internet here. Most likely I can write the letter for you when I will back come back to Ioshkar Ola. XXXX, but also on returning to Ioshkar Ola I don't know when I can write to you as I to plan to come back to work to Kazan to earn money, to repay the debts. XXXX, now, to me it is necessary 500$ to pay for room in which I live now, and as 200$ to buy meal. I to borrow money the fellow workers, and I to ask from them about the help. XXXX, they have communicated with the husbands and those will send money that I could pay for all it. I to borrow at bottom, but I will give to them when I will come back to Ioshkar Ola back and when I will come back to job in Kazan. Now I wish to send you the letter and I only wished to tell to you thanks for everything that you to do for me.