, I do not know, with what to begin. I promised to you, that I will arrive, and that all our dreams become a reality. YES, I wish to be with you, and I wish to embody all our dreams in a reality. But how to make it now... Forgive, I do not know... As I also spoke to you, today I went in travel agency. And all has learnt about my possible trip to you, and what package of documents is required to me. On the one hand I am madly glad, that all has appeared, not so it is difficult as I assumed... On the other hand I am very upset... On all my expenses for a trip (all necessary documents + the insurance + tickets in both parties) is required to me 1289 euro. I have counted it on an exchange rate of currencies of the Central Bank of Russia. Also has translated in euro. Separately each document and tickets aboard the plane to cost not expensively. But when all gathers in a total sum it is already big sum. Certainly, I assumed, that a trip to cost much. But when I have learnt, on how many is expensive! I also was in a shock. I in any way did not expect to hear such prices. I thought, that it not the truth. I even have gone to other travel agencies there to ask the prices for a trip. But to me spoke the same prices with a difference at 20-30 euro. I have decided all to check up in the Internet, and there too most without changes. The difference only in the prices for tickets, but it changes every day as I have learnt. I have appeared the self-confident silly woman... When I thought, that I can do all without problems... Forgive me, that I have given us false hope of a fast meeting. Similar my gift which I wished to make to myself to birthday, has not turned out... I send you this letter, and I will wait the answer. If my expenses for you also expensively. I it understand that, can not doubt. After all sometimes it is necessary to refuse to itself in many respects. As though we would not like it. In any case we will be good friends. I do not want, and it is a shame to me to ask the help you. But in this situation I am really powerless. I understand, that it is a shame for me. I do not wish to lose chance for our meeting. But anything to do for our meeting, I now cannot. My salary makes only 200 euro in a month. Probably, now you understand, that for me it is simply impossible to pay for this trip independently. I have now gone home. And at all I do not know, that I now would like more. That tomorrow has more soon come. Or on the contrary, did not come. I wait for your answer. Good-bye. I hope, that to the fast. Yours and only yours forever Tatyana