My loved! I have arrived to Moscow. My bus has come without delay and I have very well slept, when went at night. But at me not so good mood. Now I will in detail tell all. Now I already in Moscow. I went for the first time to the underground. I often think of you! Also I understand. We should be together, only I and you! We should be happy. And I promise, when we will be together, I will make That happy person on the Earth! I promise to you! I am so glad to see that we are almost near our goal, and our meeting wait for us. I think I will call you from airport before my flight. People from embassy must be sure that I am not going to stay illegally, so I need to buy roundtrip tickets (with returning date). I wanted to ask you about electronic tickets but they tell that I cannot use because it is their businees to arrange all travel details and they have some extra money from all the things, you see it is just business. I think that you will be able to help me because I do not know anybody here and only you are my hope now, I think everything in your hands and I believe that you will not leave me here alone.please borrow some money. To be fair I am not sure I know what to say because I hate to ask but now I have no different way, you see. Please help me it is only money and much more important if we will meet in person I will do my best, you won ` t be disappoined. I see that it sounds a little crazy but I cannot believe that in the worst case I have to return home, they all will laugh at me. I think it rests with you to decide and I feel that you will help me because you are kind. I have about 300 pounds yet and I think. I need about 423 pounds from your side with all travel needs and living here till my flight! For truth I did not expect I will need to buy roundtrip tickets, but now I see that its a very strict rule. I was sure that my mom will help me becasue she promised but now she sent letter that it is possible only in a few months or so because of family problems.and she cannot send transfer now. I was in the bank to try to ask them about loan but they tell I have to have something to stay them and I have nothing to stay because I have only a few dress and things, some perfume and it is all I have, and small gift for you from russia with love. They saw me. As I was very sad. Also did not know what to do. They asked me I will book the ticket or not. I did not know what to answer. It is the big sum. You know I I gained documents on money which very long saved. And I thought, that we is now very fast can we will meet. And now I do not know what to do, my love. I do not know, that to us to do, that we could meet on faster. To me it is very sad today, and I at all do not know what to tell, is assured, that I will understand you if you have decided not to speak with me more... My expectations were not so, and my intentions that you it is very serious, but I will make each your decision... It is a pity, if at me was not, to confirm your hopes... To me it is very terrible one in the big city. And I wish to see you. I did not think that the ticket will cost so expensively. And I thought that I will have enough money to you to arrive. It is very inconvenient for me to ask you the help, but I cannot find other way out. I have asked the help my mother and in my acquaintance, but nobody could help me. As our country very big money. I hope, that you will answer anyhow... I will wait from you for the letter. I miss on you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx