Talked for months and she wanted to come to my country to be with me then this letter came.
Tim my love. I feel very bad now. I don't know how to tell you all this. Well, I will tell you evreything from the beginning. Today I went to the embassy, and I got the visa. I passed the interview, and I was very happy. I thought that I will be in your arms already tomorow. Then I went to the airport,and there waited for the bad news. Tim I feel so bad now, I suffocate from heartache. I can't imagine what it would be if I went to the airport just tomorrow. Tim when I went to get my tickets, a girl who works there told me that acording to my visa, and in order to I was able to come to you tomorrow, I must have enough money to live in Canada. I was very surprised. Tim I couldn't even think that there could be such a rule. I really didn't knew about it!! They explained to me that this rule is imposed bythe fact that somepeople go out there and start stealing and prostitution, because they haven't money to live. I explained to them that I am going to live with you, and we love each other. I said that I will live with you, and I don't need any money. But I was told that the rules are for everyone and they don't make any exceptons. I begged them, I explaned to them that we must be together. Tim but they didn't listen to me and tell me that this rules are for everyone.I don't know what to do, I really want to be with you. I want you to see, hug and kiss. I want to tell you how much I love you. I feel so bad Tim!!!! I am upset because of this. I don't understand our country, why are these rules? Tim I love you very much, I need just you and your love. I can't live without you. Tim I have been waitng for you all mylife and now we are faced with this obstacle. My eyes pour bitter tears. Tim forgive me that I failed you so much! But I don't knew anything about it. My heart is torn apart from the pain, I can't live without your love.I want to you my dear. Tim you lit my life and you made me happy. Only with you I have learned what a real love!! Tim you are the one I've been waiting all my life. I adore you. I need your support now. I need you now more than air. Oh, how I want you to just hugged me. It is very difficuult and scary here in the big city. I feel helpless. Tim I never thought that I have to tell you such bad news. Tim I thought that all behind and in front of us there is not any more obstacles. Tim I feel that I am cause you many problems. I am very hard to realize this. I feel myself very blame to you. Tim I am very bad, I cry now and I am so hurt that it was not tears of happiness and enjoyment, but the tears bitterness and a big mistake. I dont know what to do Tim!! The amount that must be with my visa 2500 dollars and still need 70 dollars for processing the documents. Need 2570 dollars so that I could be with you. My love, I don't know where I get the money. All I have left is 50 dollars. I don't understand our country. Why do such rules!! I explained to them that with me nothng happens, but they say that the rules are there to fulfill them, and not to stand and not to persuade them! They said thatfrom this not change anything. And stand to persade them to avoid the rules, just a waste of time. I thought that everything would be good, but now I have this problem. Tim and I don't know how to solve this problem. I really want to be with you. I would give anything to be with you. Me nothing not a pity for our happiness. Tim only together we'll be happy. I am tired of sufering, I want to be happy and to make you happy. I am tired of living alone. Tim I love you my dear!!!!! I understand that you are very hard to help, especially in such a short time. But as soon as I arrive to you, I immediately give you the money. It is not need to spend. I just need to show their presnce and prove to them that I can live in Canada. Otherwise I can't tomorrow be on the plane, and I can't fly to you. I don't know if we have time until tomorrow, but today I can even not go to the hotel and stay ovrenight at the airport to save money. I am in complete disarray!! If you can, then help us. I really want to be with you. I want to be with you forever. I want to marry you and always be by your side. But I don't know what to do. I learned that in Moscow there is also a office Money Gram. Tim if you can help us, I will immedately be able to come to you my prince! I was told that you have to do the same as you did before. I will not spend the money. I will only need to show them at customs. And when I come to you I will give it to you immediately. Tim I really want to be with you. I don't want my life without you! I am very sorry that it happened. I am ashamed of you! I hope that you have time to get my letter. Tim I worry about that. And I hope that you can help us, my love. My whole body is shaking, I am writing you this letter with trembling hands. My heart bleeds. I really hurt because I am cause you so much problem. Tim I love you!! I want to say this to you forever! Tim forgive me my love!! I very much want to be with you!! I want us to be happy. I will wait for your letter in the Internet cafe. I LOVE YOU TIM!!!!! Your Swetlana