my name is Natalie. What happened to me had left me with pain for more than 2 years. Mikhail, Allah SWT forgive him was a lovely man and just now, I just thought of trying to meet a good man that can protect me and provide for me. A man that can give me love and we can grow in knowledge of Allah SWT together. The journey to a happy family is always a hard one. It is a desire for everyone to have a good home with all the happiness, good man, good kids, happy relatives, but only very few can say they finally have some of these good life. Of course no girl wants to go into a home if she was told that she would never be happy, and if she was told all she needed to do to bring happiness to her home, she will do with all her heart. So now, all I mean to write to you in my first letter is to know the things that brings you happiness. The man is the main source of strength of a home. When he is happy, there will be joy at home and when he is sad, the whole thing is in sadness. As I wait for your reply, I will ask that you do not send a reply quickly. Please think about all your relationship and let me know what you hate most and what may bring the relation to success. Again I ask, if you are not ready to bring success to this relation, please do not bother to send more letters. I am a widow girl and I only wish to start my life again. I wish to know more important things, and I have been writing some questions I will like to ask if truly you are ready and serious about your desires. As soon as i finish writing, i will send. I am writing from my cellphone, so it takes time. I also think we should share pictures to know well.