My love Wade, I miss you very much and waited for your letter with impatience! I so much need your gentle and warm words! All my thoughts only about you my love! Wade, when i read your letters, I so much want that we with you finally could be together! And I with all my heart hope that this time will come as soon as it is possible and we could carry out all what we dreamt about! I think that when we with you will be together, we can talk about how we can stay together. It will be easier to talk about this in person and decide what we will do. Wade, today I tried to not have this sad thoughts and worries. I listened music and looked in the window. I looked at clouds and could not keep my tears. Emotions was overfilling me at those moments. I dreamed to embrace you, nestle to you, feel your smell and warmths of your touches. Wade, at this moments I so much need to feel you near me, to be able to embrace you at any moment, look into your eyes and tell you many gentle words of love! I dream that we could listen music, look into eyes of each other, give gentle kisses to each other! I would be happiest girl in this world! I with all my heart hope that this time will come soon. I will wait for your letter tomorrow Wade. I hope that you will be able to write me your letter. Yours and only yours Elena.