Hi, my Love. I even do not know what to tell first. I simply hope that you will be happy! The most important, finest news - I did it! I got the visa! I am very happy!!!! I as well have found out that I will get vacation March, 4 2016. I have been to the company that reserves airway tickets. I asked them how I can reach Fort Lauderdale and how much it costs. They have offered to me the roundtrip ticket that costs $1429 USD. I asked them to find cheapest ticket, because this price is expensive for me. They have answered that they have a cheaper roundtrip ticket and the beginning of the flight March, 9 2016. It costs $1060 USD. It was the best variant for me. I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused, because they can't reserve the ticket without advance payment. I must pay full cost. I have asked if I can pay a part of money now, and the other part later. They have told that it is possible, but I will be limited by term. And if I will not pay the full cost of the ticket within of this term, I will lose already nested money. I have agreed because it is the only chance for me, because I must give to anti-emigration committee a data about my payment. By this moment I had only the concrete sum of money which I had after all my expenses. I paid $ 582 USD. But it was not enough for them. In a panic, all what Irina and I could do - we pawned our earrings and gold rings and I got $ 94 USD. That is all I could do. The number of the flight on which I will get the ticket is British Airways 236 The time of departure from Moscow is 5:35am. The time of arrival in Fort Lauderdale is 8:29pm. I will change a plan in London (LHR), number of the flight American Airlines 733. Then I will change a plan in Charlotte (CLT), number of the flight American Airlines 1723. After this I will fly to Fort Lauderdale (FLL), to you. I know that probably I simply must tell that I can't come to you because I haven't the remaining sum. I know that I promised to do all by self, and I was sure that I can. I did not want to ask you. But after I did everything I did, I cannot simply tell that I will not come to you. I have passed through so many difficulties, and I have overcome the most difficult. But all the same I have disgusting feeling that I could not fulfill the promise. I am always ready to do all what is possible,- to fulfill my promises, but at the same time I understand that any person could get in such a situation. To get the visa I have spent much more money than I expected. But people were ready to help me only if I will pay them. I paid more than 400 dollars to get all documents, I paid in municipal committee, in the ministry. Even officers in army garrison have compelled me to pay for their help. I did not expect all this, but up to the last moment I was sure that I still can make everything. I expected that I can get a vacation payment. We get a vacation payment after ending of a vacation. I asked to give me this money now because I need this money urgently. But, at the last moment I have got the answer that I can get this money urgently only in case of serious illness or for example in case of death of the relative. I feel so guilty. I was sure that nothing can prevent our meeting. But I must pay remaining sum. It is $ 384 USD. And I must pay money before February, 27, evening. Otherwise I will lose my nested money and our jewelry will be sold out simply in vain. I know that I should not ask you, and I am very ashamed to do it. And maybe I really simply had to tell you that I can't meet with you because I could not provide my travel completely. But I cannot simply refuse our meeting because then all my diligence, forces, nerves, means will be spent in vain. I understand that for you it is too big sum to lend me. You are not obliged to help me. And 400 dollars which I have spent to get the visa, and 676 $ that I have given for the ticket are huge money for me. But I want you to know that I have given everything not for the sake of myself, but for the sake of us, for the sake of you and me. And I was happy all this time. If you want to meet me, to help me to make our meeting, please, send money to the help before February, 27, evening. I want you to be confident in my sincerity, that is why I send you the scanner of my visa. I want you to see the result of my efforts. I address to you only because I need it right now, because the anti- emigration committee waits for me with all documents and I am obliged to come to committee according to appointed term. I do not know if you can to help me. But I have no other exit. I need you. If you can help me I will tell you what I have found out. Irina said that you can help me with the help of remittance system. So I have addressed to the nearest bank the agent ’’MoneyGram”. I have been told that they use the system ’’ MoneyGram’’. They have told that it is very convenient office for me; and this system works always and reliably. I give you necessary elements for sending money with the help of ’’MoneyGram’’: The name of bank: SBERBANK CITY - Kursk STREET – Sumskaya, 9 ZIP - 305007 for PLASHINOWA TATYANA. In bank I have been told, that to get the money, I must tell to employee of bank your full name, your full address, exact sent sum and the confidential number – Reference Number. You will get this number in your bank if you will send your help. Only with presence of all this information I can get your help. I do not know what answer I will get from you. I very much am afraid that you will not help me. But I want to tell, that I really need you, and I simply can't endure the thought that I did almost everything, but I will not meet you. I understand that it is big money. I have given all my forces, but together we are stronger. I really ask you to help me. I will give you back all your money at the earliest opportunity. I have written you honestly and sincerely. Are you with me? Your Tatyana.