Hi, my Love. I even do not know what to tell first. I simply hope that you will be happy! The most important, finest news - I did it! I got the visa! I am very happy!!!! I as well have found out that I will get vacation March, 4 2016. I have been to the company that reserves airway tickets. I asked them how I can reach Fort Lauderdale and how much it costs. They have offered to me the roundtrip ticket that costs $1429 USD. I asked them to find cheapest ticket, because this price is expensive for me. They have answered that they have a cheaper roundtrip ticket and the beginning of the flight March, 9 2016. It costs $1060 USD. It was the best variant for me. I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused, because they can't reserve the ticket without advance payment. I must pay full cost. I have asked if I can pay a part of money now, and the other part later. They have told that it is possible, but I will be limited by term. And if I will not pay the full cost of the ticket within of this term, I will lose already nested money. I have agreed because it is the only chance for me, because I must give to anti-emigration committee a data about my payment. By this moment I had only the concrete sum of money which I had after all my expenses. I paid $ 582 USD. But it was not enough for them. In a panic, all what Irina and I could do - we pawned our earrings and gold rings and I got $ 94 USD. That is all I could do. The number of the flight on which I will get the ticket is British Airways 236 The time of departure from Moscow is 5:35am. The time of arrival in Fort Lauderdale is 8:29pm. I will change a plan in London (LHR), number of the flight American Airlines 733. Then I will change a plan in Charlotte (CLT), number of the flight American Airlines 1723. After this I will fly to Fort Lauderdale (FLL), to you. I know that probably I simply must tell that I can't come to you because I haven't the remaining sum. I know that I promised to do all by self, and I was sure that I can. I did not want to ask you. But after I did everything I did, I cannot simply tell that I will not come to you. I have passed through so many difficulties, and I have overcome the most difficult. But all the same I have disgusting feeling that I could not fulfill the promise. I am always ready to do all what is possible,- to fulfill my promises, but at the same time I understand that any person could get in such a situation. To get the visa I have spent much more money than I expected. But people were ready to help me only if I will pay them. I paid more than 400 dollars to get all documents, I paid in municipal committee, in the ministry. Even officers in army garrison have compelled me to pay for their help. I did not expect all this, but up to the last moment I was sure that I still can make everything. I expected that I can get a vacation payment. We get a vacation payment after ending of a vacation. I asked to give me this money now because I need this money urgently. But, at the last moment I have got the answer that I can get this money urgently only in case of serious illness or for example in case of death of the relative. I feel so guilty. I was sure that nothing can prevent our meeting. But I must pay remaining sum. It is $ 384 USD. And I must pay money before February, 27, evening. Otherwise I will lose my nested money and our jewelry will be sold out simply in vain. I know that I should not ask you, and I am very ashamed to do it. And maybe I really simply had to tell you that I can't meet with you because I could not provide my travel completely. But I cannot simply refuse our meeting because then all my diligence, forces, nerves, means will be spent in vain. I understand that for you it is too big sum to lend me. You are not obliged to help me. And 400 dollars which I have spent to get the visa, and 676 $ that I have given for the ticket are huge money for me. But I want you to know that I have given everything not for the sake of myself, but for the sake of us, for the sake of you and me. And I was happy all this time. If you want to meet me, to help me to make our meeting, please, send money to the help before February, 27, evening. I want you to be confident in my sincerity, that is why I send you the scanner of my visa. I want you to see the result of my efforts. I address to you only because I need it right now, because the anti- emigration committee waits for me with all documents and I am obliged to come to committee according to appointed term. I do not know if you can to help me. But I have no other exit. I need you. If you can help me I will tell you what I have found out. Irina said that you can help me with the help of remittance system. So I have addressed to the nearest bank the agent ??™??™MoneyGram???. I have been told that they use the system ??™??™ MoneyGram??™??™. They have told that it is very convenient office for me; and this system works always and reliably. I give you necessary elements for sending money with the help of ??™??™MoneyGram??™??™: The name of bank: SBERBANK CITY - Kursk STREET ??“ Sumskaya, 9 ZIP - 305007 for PLASHINOWA TATYANA. In bank I have been told, that to get the money, I must tell to employee of bank your full name, your full address, exact sent sum and the confidential number ??“ Reference Number. You will get this number in your bank if you will send your help. Only with presence of all this information I can get your help. I do not know what answer I will get from you. I very much am afraid that you will not help me. But I want to tell, that I really need you, and I simply can't endure the thought that I did almost everything, but I will not meet you. I understand that it is big money. I have given all my forces, but together we are stronger. I really ask you to help me. I will give you back all your money at the earliest opportunity. I have written you honestly and sincerely. Are you with me? Your Tatyana.