Tino my beloved. I love you. I do not wish to lose you. I love you. I do not know as to tell to you about it. I do not understand why destiny so acts with us. Tino you for me all. My life that it is not necessary without you, without your love. Tino I love you, I do not wish to lose you. I at all do not know as to tell to you about it. Tino my beloved. Please, please, do not throw me. Do not leave me. Tino today I went to travel agency, I was happy the girl in this world. I was so is happy. I was happy that already soon we with you shall together. In fact I should learn date of my start to you my beloved. And I simply could not believe in this happiness my beloved. But when Natalya ordered tickets in your airport, to it have informed that I have not paid loan. Tino, in travel agency to me have explained, that under the Russian laws the citizen cannot take off from the country if it has debts to the state. I do not know that to me now to do. Tino my beloved. What to us now to do? We now so are close to were together. I have made everything, I have made all that I could. Even my Mum has helped me with that I could arrive to you. But it it has appeared insufficiently. I do not know that to me to do now. I do not know as me to live further. At me it is a lot of debts. I should pay my loan. I should help to my Mum to pay her the loan. In fact if My Mum will not pay the loan, at her will take away the house. Also what to us then to do? How to us to live further? Tino my beloved, please, please, do not leave me. Do not throw me now. Tino I love you. I wish to be with you. I want that we were together. I want that we have overcome all these barrier. I want that we could cope with this barrier. In fact it is last barrier which prevents to be to us together. In fact all that remains to us, it only to pay my loan. As soon as I shall mourn over the loan, I can take off without problems to you. And then I can help to pay to my Mum the loan and then all will be good. But I do not know where to me to take these means. Tino my beloved. I have paid 162 dollars which at me were. But I owe 638 dollars more, and I do not know that to me now to do. I do not know where to me to take this money. I do not know where to me to take these 638 dollars. If I could make though something, I would make it. But I cannot more to make that. I do not understand why all so occurs. There can be a destiny specially puts before us these barrier that we could struggle with it and that our love was stronger. In fact with each barrier which we shall overcome together, our love, force of our love becomes more. Tino my beloved, please, do not leave me. Tino I love you, I cannot live without you. You sense of my life, are not necessary for me that in this world except for your love. Tino I love you, I do not wish to lose you. I want that we were together, but for this purpose we needed to overcome only last barrier. Only last step separates us from each other so give we shall overcome this barrier. In fact there should be ways that we could cope with this barrier. My beloved, I trust that together we can overcome this barrier. Tino together we shall consult, together we can break any barrier. Tino I love you, I am ready on all for the sake of you. Tino all my documents are ready. All is ready to that I could take off to you. In fact you saw all my documents. Tino all is ready to that we with you were together. That we were happy, so give we shall overcome this barrier. Give we shall be together. Tino I love you. I love you. I trust that we can consult it and we shall be together. Tino I love you. To me it is now very bad, my heart is broken off from a pain. My heart is ready to stop. I love you, and I do not represent my life without you. Tino I love you, I want that we were together. So give we shall be together. Tino I love you my beloved. I love you. I so have much made that we were together. We together so have much passed that we were happy. And now our happiness depends only on us. Tino I love you. I hope that you will not leave me. I hope that you will not throw me one here, and we can cope with this barrier together. I am more that I can not make, it is more who cannot help me. I love you. I want that we were together. I love you my beloved and without you I do not wish to live. A life without love, it only existence. I love you. Yours and only yours. Olga