Armand, I can't stop my tears. Pain breaks me up inside! I am feeling empty! I have never felt such a pain!! This emptiness inside me!! I dont have force to speak! I really hurt!! Armand, I am writing you a letter from my last forces! Now I want to say I love you!!!! Armand, I love you. I have spent all my life looking for you. I always dreamed make you the happiest man in the world. Because the goal of my life is devote myself only to you! But now, I am speechless. I do not know how to tell you about my trouble. Armand, I will try to tell you. Today when I went to the airport, where I learned the horrible news! And now I do not have words to describe all what I have experienced! When I was at the airport and I have to be registered, but I was stopped by an inspector at customs. He explained to me, so that I was able to fly, I have to fulfill all the requirements. At the customs they explained to me that the new rules and laws are made to protect Russian citizens. I was told it is because of the severe international situation. Now the world situation is very stressful because of international terrorism. In the world so many terrorist attacks. Terrorists around the world. Terrorists blow up airplanes, subways, restaurants. From the hand of terrorism has suffered a lot of people. Now Russian citizens can not travel to Turkey and Egypt. The Government is introducing new laws and rules because of which for Russian citizens become more difficult to leave the country. So Russian citizens less at risk if they are located in Russia. Now, for flying to the United States every Russian citizen must show the customs 2770 US dollars. Armand, when I heard it, my world stopped. I couldn't say a word. I was shocked. I felt like my heart stopped. Armand, I ask you forgive me! Forgive me! I have never heard about this rule. At the customs I was told that this rule was introduced a few days ago. I am writing to you my letter and my tears are falling at my fingers. Forgive me! I am afraid to lose you. Distance between us. I do not know what we will do!! I need you and your love. Now I really miss you and your support. Armand, I am suffocating without you! Now I'd like