I do not know what to start my letter...
I feel shame and offended.
I just want to tell you that I am completely serious.
I have serious intentions to come and I am not going to lie to
you. I am not a silly little girl that plays games to get money.
Can??™t you see it from my letters?
I asked you to send me 240. And I feel shame for this.
But I had no other choice then to ask you. The problem is that
I have only 7-10 days to pay for my visa. I didn??™t realize I would
Need the money so urgently. They took my papers and told me
that I wouldn??™t pay in 7-10 days, they would just refuse me.
And then I will not have another chance to get visa.
It was a shock for me. I thought that I could just leave the
papers and then pay for it before the trip. I think I would be
able to find the money by that time. But it was beyond my forces.
I was shocked.
I went to all my friends and acquaintances. But all refused to me.
They don??™t give such a big sum of money.
I don??™t ask my parents as they just don??™t give me money.
When the last time I asked them to help me, they refused me.
They told me they had to support my brother and themselves.
It hurt me. That is why I do not ask them about anything any
more and I almost don??™t talk to them.
I asked my friend Vika to help me, but she had not such money.
She is married and has a child. And recently they have bought
an apartment and took it in credit.
I also went to the bank to check there. But they even didn??™t listen
to me. My salary is only 120 Euro. And they just can??™t give me 240.
I had tears. That is why I decided to ask you. And I feel shame for
this. I understand that it is very difficult for you to trust the girl you
have never seen before. Lots of Russian women lied to foreigners.
But I am not the same. I am real. And I am not going to lie to you!
I promise! I ask you this money not as A present to me, I am going
to give them back to you. As soon as I come there and start working
I will give you money back. I told you I was going to study and to
work. I will be able to pay for my studies and for my accommodation.
I already told you I was going to get a student visa.
I will be able to come to your country and to choose any university
or college. I can stay there as soon as I finish it. I am going to choose
the one that is close to you to be able to see you often.
I ask you one more time, please, understand me and send me 240.
Hi again Josh,
this my second letter today for you.
I wish to tell, that you did not worry for tickets.
I need about 600 USD to buy tickets. But I don't need it now.
I will need to buy the ticket when I shall receive the visa.
I will try to find money by this time. I understand what you think
now. If I can't find 240 USD then how could I find 600 USD.
It is easy. I am going to sell my fur coat. It is a very expensive fur
and I can sell it for 600-800 USD. I have already made an
advertisement of sale. But I may not be able to sell it for some
days. If I do not do it now, then they could just refuse me in it.
Don't worry! I will have money for the ticket. I promise you!
I already told you that you have to send me money to my city.
You should use Western Union or Money Gram for this.
And use my address that I have sent to you.
You should send money to Novosibirsk for my name.
My full name - YULIYA CHESNOKOVA.
YULIYA - this is my name.
CHESNOKOVA - is my last name.
I already wrote to you, my address-
Number apartment: - 100,
Name street - Volochaevskaya 53,
City - Novosibirsk,
Region (state) - Novosibirskaya oblast,
Zip code - 630010,
Country - Russia.
You don??™t need anything else to send the money.
I don??™t know what else to say for you to send me money as
soon as possible as my time is limited.
Next time they will just refuse me in visa. I wrote you all
the truth in this letter. I am sincere and open with you.
I hope that you will understand me and decide to meet with
me. Please, believe me and send me 240 USD. And please, remember
that I have only 7-10 days to pay for it.
Hi dear Josh!
I do not lie to you. I am going to get money in WU office or
MoneyGram using my passport. If I was not real, I wouldn't
be able to get the money!!! Please, understand that I am real!
I sent you a copy of my passport in my last letter.
The problem is that I have no time to wait. I have only
7 days for this.
Please, understand that next time they may not even take the
documents for visa, if they refuse me now. And they will
refuse me in this if I do not pay in time. They will just tell
me what for I try to get visa for the second time if you have
no money. So I am just in hopeless situation.
All my thoughts are about one thing now. Then I may not have
such a chance again. Your goverment has a limited amount
of student visas. And if I miss my chance now, i may not have
such a chance again in the future. It is impossible to get
another kind of visa. NO one will give me a tourist visa.
It is impossible for a single russian lady to get it. I asked
about the work visa. It is a very difficult process. And also
more expensive one. I don't have a diploma about high education
in your country. And the russian one is not valid in your
country. The Fiancee visa is a very long process and complicated
process. It will take about half a year to make all the paperwork
and if they don't see that we do love each other truly they
will just refuse in the Embassy.
I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to lend me
money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 240USD is a big some of money in your country.
I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times
in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to
your place and will work there. And as soon as I earn I will
give you money back.
I??™ve been thinking a lot about us yesterday.
My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me.
I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that
I have to be patient and wait.
Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don??™t want to
hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you.
I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings.
Please, understand me. I want to share this with you.
I have so many emotions about you and I miss you so much.
I think about you all the time.
I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking
of you too.
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all me.
Please, don??™t think I am weird. But this is what I feel about
you. And I want you to know this.
Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different
things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something
I think of you.
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really
very important for me and I need to know this.
Hi dear Josh!
May be pic which I add today prove to you that I am real.
I made it yesterday to prove to you that I am real. Hope
you remember my nick name? (Angel). I have written about
it in my second letter to you. My friends call me Angel.
I think that you have concerns about me real.
I hope you understand my situation?
If I would not pay for visa I would give up. Then it will be
very difficult To get it. Please understand 240 is a price of all
documents. This is not price of visa only! This is full amount
of all documents! It is price of visa, insurance and many others.
I must pay for it in different places therefore I am asking you to
send money help to me. I have already sent all documents to
Moscow. And now they demand the receipt on payment.
They still wait payment. I have agreed they some more days will wait it.
Understand I have already collected and given all documents. And I
must pay for it only. And I would get a visa. I hope you understand my
haste. I will give you your money back! I promise!!!! I will study and
work in your country and will give you the money back. I just want
happiness. And I want it to be with you. I have only good goals.
I hope that you will understand and help me