Long term emails but unable to do face to face on Skype as she hasn't got a webcam
My dear xxxx.
Thanks for writing and sending photo!
How are you today? I hope all is well with you. I am quite fine. I visited my mother in weekend, that is why I could not send a message to you yesterday. Today I am busy with work. Sometimes when I get home it seems I have no energy, work at times is very demanding and takes a lot out of you.
As I told already, I do not communicate with any other men any more, just you. After I deleted my profile and decided to concentrate on you, I understood that it is right decision. Although I still think that we should learn about each other step by step, I think this is also possible raising the feelings... As to my feelings, I do surely have something in my heart... I think about you often. I also feel close to you. I am always have been a one-man woman, I just never met him and now that I have found you I have no need to continue looking. I also do not feel so alone, the future seems much more real now with you in my life. I am happy to give you my love and have your love in my life and it makes me feel alive. Of course, we should remember that nothing happens fast. Love takes work and time to grow. But there is no term for love. It may happen any time; even at the time you don't feel you are prepared. I like your personality. I want to grow in our relations. I also look forward to having a family together. It would be wonderful moment to hold our newborn child. I have held other couples newborns in my arms; it is a very special and warm feeling. It would make me so happy to share this moment and the future with you. Yes we are probably soul mates; it must be what else it could be. I feel the same as you, we seem to somehow know each other and understand each other’s situation, life, feelings and hopes. I know you cannot just stop your life and come to me, just as I cannot. We both have responsibilities. We will both have to be patient and wait a while longer before we can meet in person. But I hope we will not wait too long and soon we can organize our first real dating!
It will be a pleasure for me to have call on Skype, but for you to know, I don't have web camera at computers I use. We can only chat there or I can use microphone to talk to you. Do you agree? If so, I can get access to Skype on this week and we will determine day and time for us to send each other instant messages or quick phone call.
I hope you are having a good day and do not let doubts take over your life. Think about your future with me and just let the problems melt away. Try to meet each difficult situation with a smile first; it tends to disarm even the most difficult person for some reason. And I know you have a nice warm smile.
I look forward to your next letter to me.
Yours truly, Kristina