Hi! my dear! URGENT MATTER! PLEASE SEND ME 223 DOLLARS! IT'S URGENT , NO TIME TO EXPLAIN! I'll TELL you LATER! I'm WAITING for OUR MEETING! I'm WAITING for YOU! please DO IT NOW THIS is IMPORTANT!
I write this letter,
quit, start again. Don't know how to say all that
I feel. Confused thoughts run the race. Everyone wants to be here, in
this letter, each wants to let you know about it. Transfer all but
impossible. I think about how much, it turns out that I can love. I
think that this happiness is actually very fragile. I'm afraid to
breathe that it didn't fly away like gossamer. Sometimes you want to
get inside your head, to read all the thoughts and to calm down,
knowing that you feel the same way. No, I don't doubt you, I just
can't believe this is happening to me. I love everything about you,
just everything. I miss you, my dear. You very far, you without me I
without you - and that you can go crazy. Every minute I thought of
you. How to cope with this, how to calm a heart that just got torn
apart from boredom?? I'm sad in the evenings because I can't cope with
this pain. How are you, do you feel the same? As much grieve? It seems
to me that this separation will never end. Sometimes I'm so angry at
all, I'm getting pissed, I might lose for nothing. How to explain my
condition - I don't know. I'm always on the verge, and this is only
the beginning. I know if we love each other, we all will survive and
someday we will be together, you'll hug me, kiss and time stops. Night
particularly bad. You know what they say in tearful melodramas: look
at the night starry sky and I'll see. And we know that both awake and
think about each other. Corny, silly, but let's see... How I love
you!..