Hi my dear Chris! Every morning I wake up with a pleasant thought of our meeting!
And each new day reduces distance between us! Every new day makes us closer to each
other. I so hope that we will meet. Chris, I the doctor, but I cannot think of anything
except of our meeting!(Smile). Even my patients have noticed it!
Chris, Julia say that last time she saw me such a happy many years
back - when I was the student girl! She asserts that you have changed me
absolutely! I began often to get my hairbrush and to correct my hairstyle!
(Smile). I began often to sing songs aloud! (Smile). I began often to immerse
into the world of fantasies so, that sometimes I at all don't hear someone
talks to me or asks me about something! (Smile). It is so amusingly, pleasantly
and unusually! She is very grateful to you and very glad that we will meet! She
helps me by all possible ways. Chris, do you remember in my very first small
letter I have told that I want to find a man who will compel my soul to
blossom? I want to tell you, that my soul blossoms! You have brought a spring
into my soul and now I feel like a flower blossoming under long-awaited beams
of the warm sun! Thank you Chris! Chris, you cannot imagine what tense
time I have now. I actually haven't even one free minute. I already was in
Ministry of Health and I got all petitions! It is great! In the Ministry I have
been told that I must visit all patients which I visit on a "Trip Day"- they
must fill up forms of petitions for me. Of course they will be happy to do it.
These people love me and all doctors who visits them! It will be a big support
for me. The Ministry will make the report about my work in the difficult places
where not each person is ready to work. I also will get the report and the
characteristic from my clinic. Tomorrow I and Julia will have our own "Trip
Day"! We will go together to those settlements. Probably we will go there not
only tomorrow but also the day after tomorrow because the one day is not enough
to visit all people who knows me. After that I must legalize all documents at
the notary. Julia will help me to get the full report about my biography in
Municipal Department. If Julia will be able to agree with them, they will get
for me the information about me and my family from all Municipal Departments of
those regions where I and my parents lived during all life. By self we would
never get all this information. I get tired very much not only spiritually, but
physically as well. And when I come home, I simply fall onto a bed, and I
simply lie on a bed some time looking at a ceiling. But if we will do
everything quickly, I will have interview with the commission. After this
interview the commission will inform me if my visa is approved or not. Tomorrow
I will have also consultation - preparation for interview. It is very important
point for me as well! Maybe I worry too much, but I cannot calm myself! Forgive
me that I write to you about my cares. But I really worry. I knew that I must
do much for our meeting, but I at all could not assume that I will worry. Julia
says that if she would be on my place, she would become confused and simply
would not know what to do. She says that she envies my endurance and the power
of will. I never told her,- but actually I often feel fear, I often feel like
weak woman. I really need moral support. I since the childhood make all
decisions by self, and my parents taught me never to show weakness or
confusion. And I always tried to do without anybody's help or advice, even
though in my heart I often feel like very weak woman. Chris, are you the
leader in relationship with woman? Do you like to make the decision by self?
P.S. Chris, please tell to me the name of a city and the airport name where
I should fly!!! Probably you know an code (IATA Code) of the International
Airport. So it will be easier me to find the information. I must be sure, that
I have the correct information.