I corresponded with her for a few weeks.
Sent many pictures of her doing rich stuff, has rich dresses, a friend name Masha. I'd ask her specific questions, and she wouldn't get close to giving an answer or even recognizing that I asked her something.
She wrote very sweet letters, some of them quite heartwarming to read. But when it comes down to real questions, she never really responded to them. Couldn't get a phone number out of her or any real response.
She did send two videos of herself saying she would just take all my money. She offered to pay for all the expenses. I warned her she'd need at least 2k US dollars for everything quite a few times and she only says she spent near 1k.
So..yah, shes a fake.
I have come to travel agency where to me informed good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us.
I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be able to go to Dallas on the 23 March, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost $1300 USD. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight, is on the 25 March . The ticket costs $1080 USD. I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without advanced money. I was imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked the mif I could give just a part of the money. But they did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Alex is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of crying.
Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay $368 USD. But it was too much for me, because I had only $240. I asked to wait for me during 11 hours. I went out of the room. Masha met me at the door. I told her everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our treasures to a pawnshop. Alex, it was very difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Masha. But at the same time I want to meet you, Alex very much. We pawned the treasures, I got $128 USD and I paid the part of the ticket price $368 USD. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty muself. I did not manage to do all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just $712 USD. I must pay it till the 23 March.
Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chace to see you. And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise.
I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me.
Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money. It would solve all the problems. But I'll get the money from the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money earlier, but thay refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not get money for a long time. I think it's because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts in in Northern Ossetia. Probably I must say to you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in voun.
It's terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horable if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that be you have no feelings to me and be you're not interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too big. I know itand that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest person.
I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal either. $360 USD which I have paid for the visa, for consular gathering 131 usd and for State Taxes 90 usd, for the ticket to Moscow and back 220 usd, for hotel in the city of Moscow 110 usd, and $368 USD for which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of the 23 March. Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very cellcom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able.
Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter satisfaction you or disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer.
I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight.
Natalya
To:
knkmcd@yahoo.com
Oct 9 at 9:24 AM
Hi my dear Kevin,
It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you. We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. Place of my work the Ussuriysk regional clinical hospital 3 (traumatologic hospital). I work in it as the surgeon-dentist. I studied as the trade the Ussuriysk medical college.
You know Kevin, I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it??™s very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don??™t have anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that??™s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can??™t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don??™t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia.
I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one.
I am thinking a lot about you, and I would like to hear from you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply!
With warm hugs Natalya...
Natalya
To:
knkmcd@yahoo.com
Oct 14 at 10:10 AM
Hi my Kevin,
I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more and more often. They make me happy. I was determined with work in clinic! I shall be the surgeon. I shall soon have holidays, I shall work as the senior surgeon. Hope, that you is glad for me because the surgeon is my favorite trade.
Today I have been late for work. When I woke up in the morning, my neighbor came to me. She is an old woman and she is a very good and king woman. We address each other when we need something. Today she came to me because she had a problem. The door to her house has been broken and she couldn??™t close it. She lives alone as well, her husband died 5 years ago and now nobody is ready to help her. So, I went to have a look at the door. We tried to repair it but we could do nothing. I am a bad carpenter (smile). As it turned out something was wrong with a lock, it was necessary to ask a specialist??™s help. Klava (this is my neighbor??™s name) was very disappointed, what we could do, we are women, and it was clear that a specialist??™s help was necessary. I tried to calm down my neighbor because she doesn??™t feel well and it??™s very dangerous for her to be nervous. She had to be hospitalized, but she refused to do it and now she has to take injections every day. I promised to ask for a carpenter. In our clinic there is a man, who is responsible for repair, if something is wrong with the clinic. He drinks alcohol a lot, but he has ???golden hands??? (in Russia it means that a person with ???golden hands??? can do all the things very good) I want to ask him to help my neighbor with her door. I want that he attempt to repair my roof. I do not know whether he will agree. I shall hope for his help. I can??™t find him now but as soon as I see him I??™ll ask. It is very important to help old people. More than it our government doesn't treat old people well. Pensions are tiny. They don??™t get any social aid. Our medicine is not free of charge. Old people have to spend all the money on medicines. Of course it is not good, it??™s unfair, unjust. But the economic situation in Russia is not highly developed. Well I am not interested in politics but the question about social aid is very important for me.
I do not remember I wrote to you about my diploma? I have the diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the doctor in your country.
Your Natalya??¦
Natalya
To:
knkmcd@yahoo.com
Oct 9 at 9:24 AM
Hi my dear Kevin,
It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you. We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. Place of my work the Ussuriysk regional clinical hospital 3 (traumatologic hospital). I work in it as the surgeon-dentist. I studied as the trade the Ussuriysk medical college.
You know Kevin, I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it??™s very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don??™t have anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that??™s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can??™t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don??™t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia.
I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one.
I am thinking a lot about you, and I would like to hear from you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply!
With warm hugs Natalya...
Natalya
To:
knkmcd@yahoo.com
Oct 23 at 7:19 AM
Hi my Kevin,
How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. Hope you don't object?
I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations. If you are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I won't be offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have become very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the problem with alcohol in Russia and I suppose you understand why I don't want to look for a husband in Russia. Let's begin since the very first day of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a surgeon's assistant. I was going home after my work but it began raining and I could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It was summer but never the less I didn't want to get wet and to take a cold. I was standing under the roof of the building waiting till the rain would stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go home in the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an umbrella. He saw that I couldn't go with an umbrella and offered me to take his one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would spend some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I asked how I would be able to return him the umbrella. He said his address to me and his name. His name is Vladimir. It was not far from the clinic. I wrote down his address and promised to give him the umbrella the next day in the evening. On my home I thanked the young man and asked the God to stop the rain. But it was raining the whole night. I cursed myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was wet to the skin because of me. I didn't sleep a wink at night. The next day in the clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to finishing my work to give the umbrella back to Vladimir. I wanted to learn how he was. As soon as my working day was over, I changed my working clothes and left my work. Vladimir was standing at the door smiling. It turned out that he remembered the time when my work was over. He came to meet me. I asked about his health at once. He said that everything was all right. He didn't get too wet because he was running home. Then we walked for a long time. We talked a lot. My mum had died already and I was alone. He was the dearest and the closest man in the world for me at that time. He saw much of each other at time. But i didn't invite him my house I wanted to check him. Once we were invited to a Birthday party of his friend. I agreed to go to see his friends, as i wanted to know more about him. Vladimir didn't drink even champagne. I thought it was because of me, because I didn't drink as well. But his friends told me that Vladimir really didn't drink alcohol. I liked Vladimir. I think so did he. We became more than friends and he began to live in my house. First 2 months we were very happy, we were on the seventh heaven. But then he got a very good job. He became a lawyer. He made much money. But he began drinking alcohol. At first a little bit - then more and more. He didn't sleep at home at night. When he was drunk he began beating me. I thought he change for the better, that he would the same he had been before. But nothing changed. Once I was beaten by him bitterly and left my house. He didn't come back 9 days. Our friends told me that they had seen Vladimir with other girls. I came to the conclusion that it was enough to bear it. When he came back he even wasn't sorry and didn't apologize. I don't think that he had forgotten that he had beaten me. I didn't say a word in the evening. I started the talk in the morning when he was sober. So I made him leave my house forever. He was shouting, screaming and he even broke a photo in the frame where my mom and I were. I said to him that I would call a police, well he had gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn't marry him. Don??™t want such relations once again. Almost all Russian men drink alcohol a lot that's why I don't want to have any relations with them. I suppose you understand me. I'm sorry my letter is too long. But I wanted to show you what I am feeling.
Here my phone number 42 34 33 59 11, but you cannot call me. My cellular operator will not allow me to accept and call abroad. I hope, that you understand, that I cannot accept your call, but I very much would like to hear your voice and to speak on the phone with you. I have no own computer of the house. I use the Internet on work, or in the cafe Internet. And here there is no program skype. And unfortunately we cannot speak through skype yet. But probably further I could call to you from post phone. It will be very good. Understand me, I have no WhatsApp. it is not present in the cafe Internet. I can speak with you only through email. I hope that it will not change anything in our correspondence.
I am very happy that I got acquainted with you. I hope our communication will never stop. Marina has told to you "Hi". I have to finish me letter. Thanks that you write me.
With all my heart, your Natalya.
PS. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today carpenters have repaired my roof. I am happy! It is very little necessary for the lonely woman for happiness!!! (Smile) My roof was repaired by the same carpenter who repaired Klava door.