Hello my dearest Bernard,
I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.
Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the
ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of
my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I
addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how,
as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to
you I would be able to go to Dulles International Airport on the
April, 11th, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket
would cost 2139 usd. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because
the price is too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able
to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets
must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other
variants of the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight is
on April, 11th. The ticket costs 1548 usd I asked the to reserve the
ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a
lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I
was imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would
help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was
in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give
just a part of the money. But they did not agree again.
I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Bernard is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 1548 usd. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 576 usd. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Irina met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Irina. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 216 usd and I paid the part
of the ticket price 792 usd. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 756 usd. I must pay it till the April, 10th. Otherwise I will
loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that
I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I
always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking
you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd
earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from
the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to
hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money
earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the
money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not
get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis
and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet
you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself.
Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done
too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to
you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I
think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I
realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too
big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it
from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. 390 usd which I have paid for
the visa and 792 usd which I have paid for the ticket are too much for
me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact
money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why
I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all
my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you
can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the
morning of the April, 10th. Please forgive me my words. I say so
because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm
afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe
me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And
all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is
too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything
myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my
own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me
very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the
money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need
you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written
you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for
you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:
Aeroflot
19:35 SVO Sheremetyevo 11 Apr Th
23:10 JFK Kennedy Apr 11 Th
10h 35m
Flight information SU-122
Transplant in new york
6h 50m
Change of airport: JFK-EWR
United airlines
06:00 EWR Newark Liberty Apr 12, Fri
07:30 IAD Dulles Apr 12, Fri
1h 30m
Flight information UA-4931
Hello my dear Bernard! I am glad to receive your prompt reply. It is
very a shame to me that it was necessary to address to you for the
help. I to Last moment it has been assured of that that to a smog
independently To pay my travel. But I have faced an unforeseen
problem. My work detains to me my salary. And for this reason I cannot
In time to pay other part of money for my tickets. If you can To me to
help, I promise that all to you I will compensate in the near future
as Only the clinic will pay me my money. If you knew how much it means
to me our meeting. I prepared a lot, I did a lot of things in order
for us to be together. But I was faced with an obstacle. The clinic I
did not pay on time-earned money, so I do not was able to buy a ticket
to your country. In a crisis clinic often was the delay-earned money.
Doctors began to pay less money. But I'm still hoping that I can
overpower and come to to you. From my mother I inherited jewels. I was
hoping for that can take advantage of the cost of these products. When
mom I leave these things, she said that they should come in handy to
me in difficult times. She said if they attack the difficulties I I
can sell these things. But when I did not think I would live to see
such times. I do not when I do not think I'll be selling jewels that
were left from my mom. But when I became a to understand that we can
not rely on the clinic, I was hoping for precious thing. I thought
that the cost of these things to be missed to come to you. But they
appreciate the small amount of money. I strongly upset. Owners of
pawnshops enjoy the fact that in the crisis, people will give up their
precious belongings. Hence they have offer very little money for gold.
It hurts me. It hurts me to tears, because I did everything to our
meeting place. I not when I did not ask you to help me. I was hoping
on their own. But my hopes were destroyed. I had to ask you for help.
I'm writing this letter and weep with resentment. The keyboard is
flooded with tears. One does not to help me. I was all alone. I was
able to overpower the payments for visa. I paid for the ticket to
Moscow, paying for accommodation in Moscow when was at a job
interview, paid for consular fees, for state taxes. Able to pay the
money for the ticket, but I did not have some 756 usd. I did not want
to ask you about these money. I did not want to be humiliated in front
of you, but I could not find other choice. I wanted to believe in our
meeting. I wanted to implement our plans. I wanted us to be happy.
Dear I hope that you can help me. In fact I have much made for this
meeting and now our meeting depends only on you. I shall wait from you
for the letter. Yours Tatyana.
Dear Bernard, I have received your letter this morning. But I did not
become To answer you because could not lose minutes. I at once Has
gone on searches of the help from my friends familiar, colleagues.
Today I had to ask the help from many people. But my diligence Were
vain. Who except Irina could not help me. Irina Asked the boss money
for my ticket. But the boss could give Only 300 usd. But for purchase
of the ticket will not suffice all the same 456 usd. I do not know
where to take this money. I used all variants . I have addressed
almost to all my acquaintances. I have pawned Jewelry which remained
from my Mum, but it was There is not enough. Me all the same does not
suffice 456 usd. That now to me To do??? You can help me??? I hope,
that you Can find a way out of a situation. I hope, that you can To
help our meeting to be carried out. I hope, that in the near future
you Can meet me at the airport of your city. I love you and I dream
about ours to a meeting. I hope you will be capable to carry out ours
Meeting. I will look forward to hearing from you. Your love Tatyana.
Hello my love Bernard!!!
I hasten to inform you that I successfully went to the travel agency.
I told my travel agent that I found the money and was ready to pay.
That's what I found out. There are several payment options my journey.
First, you can directly pay the bank account Agency. Secondly, I can
open a bank account in my name. Problem in that these two options
require a lot of time, which we do not have. it will not work in our
situation. The matter is that the transfer of funds may take several
days. There is a risk that the funds will not be credited to the
account on time. So she recommended that I use the money Money Gram
transfers. If you use Money Gram services, the money will come in
fifteen minutes.
So that you can send money to you, you need to know:
Without this information, I can not get your help! Required amount for
my trip 456 usd.
I hope this information will be enough .... I love you Bernard, I can
not imagine my life without you ...
Your Tatiana.
Hello my dear Bernard! I am glad to receive your letter and your
photos! I very much hope for your help. To me any more from whom to
take other part of money. I have already gone on extreme actions and
have sold gold which have got to me from my mum as memory. It is more
to me not where to take and there would be nothing to sell what to
receive though what that the sum. All depends only on you! Dear
Bernard, I hope that today you will send me the help because tomorrow
should pay to the ticket. Darling I very much hope for your help
understand I do not wish to bear humiliation in travel agency. If I
will not pay to the ticket during time. I ask you find time today to
send the help for ticket payment. I hope for your understanding. Your
love Tatyana.
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